x0nerstar

2009-07-12T15:03:00.002+08:00

At a Glance

• Focused on tasks, persists until job is done.

• Objective, but may appear detached.

• Sees people as nice and friendly, not comfortable to wheel and deal.

• A good supporter of others.

• Less expressive verbally.

While at Work

Ms shikin is prepared to put in hard work moderately but she may at times prefer to work at her own pace.

Ms shikin is relatively dependable to deliver results on time. She may sometimes be late in meeting deadlines.

Ms shikin persists with a task until it is completed. Determination, commitment and perseverance are her strength; hence she can be depended upon to meet work obligations. Ms shikin is suitable for long-term projects because she is sufficiently focused to see them through completion.

Ms shikin is able to produce work that is moderately high in quality but she may at times be careless.

Ms shikin is an objective person who is impartial and rational. She speaks factually and often does not involve her own feelings and emotions. She may sometimes be perceived as distant or detached.

Although Ms shikin is usually a sympathetic person, she may at times be selective about being involved in the personal problems of people.

Ms shikin is friendly and outgoing when she is with friends although she may at times prefer to be quiet.

Ms shikin selectively forms strong bonds with people although these bonds may not be very deep.

Ms shikin is moderately serious about her responsibilities and selectively takes ownership of her work.

Ms shikin is moderately concerned with prestige, rank and reputation.

Ms shikin sees people as friendly, reliable and honest. She is trusting and believes what people say. She tends to be unsuspecting of peoples behaviour and motives. She is uncomfortable when she has to wheel and deal.

A good supporter to the people around her, Ms shikin does not desire to lead or influence people. She is uncomfortable taking charge and does not feel the thrill of challenge in leading others. She prefers to responds rather than initiate. She looks to others to provide direction and does not naturally want to persuade or motivate others to take a certain course of action.

Ms shikin is as keen to explore abstract concepts when the topic appeals to her and she is as interested to discuss theoretical issues as the average person.

Ms shikin puts in effort to plan ahead some of the times. She may at times not be as detailed in her planning.

Ms shikin is not an expressive person and may have difficulty expressing her ideas, thoughts or plans. Her language ability may not be strong and she could be described as a person of few words. <-- This is so true ok. SUCK!

Ms shikin is generally able to tolerate some uncertainty although she would be uncomfortable if uncertainty or changes increase.

Love,
Precious

2009-07-11T00:28:00.007+08:00

HELLO.
Ok awak semua, kiter takde pape nak update
kiter cuma nak perasan2 aje pat entry ni.
Takmu meluat dengan kiter okay. Hehehehehe.

Hm, betul ke apa orang ckp?
Kiter masih tak pasti lah.
Seiras?
Hm...
Apa eh yang orang nampak tapi kiter tak nampak?

Tak tahu pulak. Tapi tak mengape.
Terima kasih ye

PS: Get well soon gf! May you have a speedy recovery. Bulan july memang suay la agaknye. Banyak accident. Ride safely riders n Drive safely too, drivers.

2009-07-05T17:25:00.004+08:00

LIBRA

September 23-October 22

You may be somewhat sentimental about old times or old people today, but this isn't just light-hearted nostalgia. You may find that you're a little stuck in the past, and that's no fun!

Ahh.. How on earth did they know dude? In the first place i don't even really rely on this horoscope thingy. But somehow it turns out to be true(at times).

I've just had a guest outside my doorstep. But its a shame i couldn't invite him in coz there's nobody else at home. Geez!! I've always wanted to see him or at least hear his voice again. I'm so glad that he'd dropped by to my house and invite me to his wedding personally. For that, I felt greatly appreciated. Thank you. I will see you again soon! And CONGRATULATIONS! Im really happy for you! =D

Hell yeah, Prawn Fishing is TOTALLY FUN! Sungguh exciting and enjoyable! You can give it a try if you think you have a high level of endurance. Lol! Wee...

Chao!

P/S: Darn its dark already! Im sorry bikey baby, i tak sempat nak tutup you dengan canvas. I'll see what i can do ok. Muacks muacks

2009-07-01T17:59:00.005+08:00

Oh bummer! Sigh.

Anyway, sorry for the blurred image posted above. Click to enlarge it. Don't worry, i've cropped away the "pocong" image. So it will not scare the shit out of anyone. Oh, and not to worry about that circle thing too. I've circled it coz labu couldn't see those numbers that i've mentioned to him. Cool pic right?

The Number TWO is everywhere in this picture. What does it mean? Could it be because there're TWO of us in this pic? Oh..whatever it is, this pic represents the Number Two!

Im so not in a mood to have a proper update right now. Blog just for e sake to kill e time. That's lame.

Toodles.

2009-06-27T20:06:00.007+08:00

Woohoo!

Once again, god has granted my wish! I get to meet up with ALMOST all of my peeps that i've always wanted to meet oh-so badly!!

Last Saturday was well spent with Eda n Has. Reminiscing those moments la katakan bcos...

"we all decided to ditch wadever self transport we have,
and chose to take e MRT. lagi2 dua budak yg selalu ngn
vroom2 drng. naik lemak eh!!

first time karaoke over at grandlink. FUN! gua suke dok!
den took e almost last train to pioneer. fuh first time
jejak pioneer naik train. den switch transport, headed
for dinner at al-azhar."

Hahaha.. Seen it somewhere? Haha you betcha right! Eda's copyright. *blueks*

*Photos will be uploaded at the end of this entry.

Sunday, a lazy Sunday. Nothing much to do so i just lazed around at home.

Monday, as stated in my previous post.

So here's an update from tuesday onwards alright.

On tuesday, i met my darling bestie! Oh god, been waiting for this moment to come ok! Like finally she's free to meet! Actually it was a last minute thing. Since the both of us so-the-sangat-geram with Nanachica's son, we planned of going to her place but the attempt of contacting her was unsuccessful. Pity us :( Lol. So instead, we, i mean me, bestie n mairah went to Marina Square n Esplanade. Biasa jugak. Snap here, snap there. Kutuk2 orang china kopet blablabla.. Hahahaha.. Im so in love sangat2 with us! Haha. Can't wait for our next meet up!! Muacksss darling~

Wednesday, a wet wednesday. It was raining the whole afternoon at Bukit Batok. Stayed at home. The meeting of Nozombies was postponed till further notice. =(

Jeng Jeng! Thursday... Thirsty thursday? Haha.
Hm... 25.06.09, a date to remember. Why?
Besides having to meet the old peeps, for the very first time i've experienced something new. Something which i've never believed in. Something...

It tickles me to think back about this. Iqa,yan,labu... Nasib baik korg tak langgar dia time korg testing motor aku! Hahahahahaha. Actually this thing means no harm to us. Dia stakat nak tangkap glamour aje dengan kiter. LoLoLoLoL!

Nop, im not going to publish that photo here for some reason :) And im not asking you guys to believe what i've said or typed here. Well, wallahu'alam... ;p

Yey, im near to the finishing line already!

So yesterday, went to watch Transformers at Vivocity with ...17 others including me n dear. Too many to mention who =) Overall the movie was great! Ala ni pun up to individual to decide la. Ada yg tak minat bende2 gini so i kenot say anything la hor. Don't ask me. You be the judge. Hee.

Yey yeY! So im quarterly done here. I just wanna thank you guys for making my week a memorable one.

OVERALL, I HAD AN AWESOME TIME WITH YOU GUYS.

And Special Thanks to my One & Only for always
believing, trusting, understanding, respecting, loving
me... Ok too much to mention. Bukan nak kasi korang
different impression laa atau muak. Aku taknak korang
ingat aku gaduh dengan dia pasal ni one week straight
aku keluar dengan kawan ataupun berpikiran sewaktu
dengannya. So far alhamdulillah. I don't deny that at times
i envy those couples out there yang masing2
berkempit 24/7. LOL! But, like i've said earlier, its
all up to individual ya. I've learnt not to compare
because i've always enjoyed being different coz it makes
me feel special. Walau apapun, bersyukur dengan apa yg
korg ada k lovebirds?

And i simply don't have the right answer to this question, "is it true when people say that when you get engaged you spend lesser time with each other?" Apa yg mampu aku jawab..biasa gak. Terpulang pada pihak masing2... Hahaha..

Urh... Sorry guys... There will be no pictures in this entry. I've tried to upload but it seems like blogger lagg ah... urghh.. Saper nak gi layan. Aku nak out later... Toodles~

2009-06-22T19:59:00.010+08:00

Hahahahahahahahaahahahahahaha....
I just love my paparazzi n mamarazzi!
We took a total of 391 pictures on that Saturday night! Yeah...Freak! Taking public transport is so much fun, but with great companies of course!
Now now, i shall get ready to go to Eda's place! I want to grab hold of all those photos!!! I just can't wait any longer! It drives me crazy... Ekekeke. Weeee I'm coming!!!

Wuhoo!

I'll update more soon oke babies! Hahahaha.
Chiau!

2009-06-21T17:58:00.004+08:00

Hehehe...

A BIG HELLO to everyone out there!

Hope you guys are doing great!

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Hm

Darn, i forgot to update my organizer! Haiya... How forgetful can i be.

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Anyway, AKU HAPPY SANGAT!!

H.A.P.P.Y

Hahaha.

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Dearest sayang, i love you. *blush*

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Like finally, i get to meet up with Labu. It's been ?????????????months hokay! I couldn't even remember when was the last time we last met. Hm, let me think... Hm... During Arwah Farouk's kenduri? I guess so. Hais...

Anyway, we were suppose to gather again last month but he was caught in an accident. Bila nak visit dia, susah ok. Appointment semua takley pakai! Haha. So alhamdulillah, tuhan da kabulkan permintaan aku. Buat masa sekarang tak dapat jumpe full squad pun takpe. Janji dapat jumpe satu persatu and catch up with them. Insyaallah mana tahu satu hari nanti we could gather back like last time. =)

They are the best Friendster Friend afterall!

Its funny to think back on how we get to know each other but what matters e most is the bond we had. Harh, im so d minah jiwang2 now...

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Yesterday, sungguh best sekali! Despite being a bacul pillion to my abang. Haha. Ahh.. Scary! Im getting goosebumps now! Eeek! I should have let him be my pillion instead of me being his pillion! I cannot la... Cannot... Phobia tau pat corner. LOL!

I admit im such a coward when i become a pillion. Maybe because im a rider myself? Heh! Dulu bukan main suka corner2... Kalau boleh turun sampai aku dapat collect satu sen nye coin. WAKAKAKA! TETAPI, itu semua DULU ya. Sekarang kasi WARNING bukan request lagi k. LOL. Tapi seriously, semalam aku da macam antar nyawa k. Tuhan je yg tahu ape yg ada di dalam hati aku. But to think back, it put a smile on my face when i think about my belo-ness. "Abaaaaang jangan korneerr.." (speed da ada tu, tinggal nak terjun je...sekali...selamat tu idiot punye construction worker muncul..idiot pasal dia main muncul gitu macam..tapi thanks pasal dia da selamatkan aku. LOL) "...OOP! orang!" Hahahahaha.

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URGH CB! takley nampak aku senang betol. Kringg Krangg Kring Krang. Aiyak!
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Hm, klah... continue next time aje k.

Thank you for visiting!

Mai Best Gurlfrensss

2009-06-15T18:36:00.016+08:00

.: Ekin - Liz - Yaya :.

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We're still alive and kicking butt! Lol!

These girls are the best!

.: Ekin - Liz - Yaya :.

It's SUPER DUPER FUN having this two Beautiful ladies around!

Sayang korg always

=)

2009-06-11T15:54:00.013+08:00

Ey Hey!
Watsup yaw~

Im missing my tunang tercinta(read: beloved fiancee).. LOL

Hang on, one moment please. The phone is ringing!

Done. Alright where was i? Oh ok... Mushy-mushy pulak. No good, shame shame k. Haarz.

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So, guess what have i got for you guys today? Good news! Yes, i've got NanaJaq's approval! Yipee! Mestilar mau pandai pshyco abit here and there la! Hahahahahaha. Mampos aku kalau dia baca ni. Biji mata mesti puteh jek... KeKe!

BUT..............

Please, don't get excited first because when there's good news, no doubt it comes with a bad news too right? Cmon guys, it all comes in a package. So, you guys want to know the bad news now or later? K la, takmu kasi hampa dulu ek... Hey no need to thank me. I know im such a good friend. LOL! Panasss jek orang baca.

Alright, lets continue from my previous entry. So here's what happened on d night before nana's engagement. Hm, why not let the picture do d talking ya? Here goes...

At a first glance, i thought it was Sir Stamford Raffles' statue! But i kena TWICK! When i looked closely, it was Sir Omar Haslam standing on a dustbin la! LOL!

Haa... Alright alright....Yakidee yakidee yaaak. I'll stop my crap. Happy viewing!

Well, right after that, d 3 of us went to Dempsey Hill to hunt for Ben & Jerry ICE CREAMS!! But by the time we reached there it's already 2 freaking am. It was closed at 12.30am. It's ok, at least WE get to experience something new. Cool place! I don't even know that such places exists in Singapore! Eery but Interesting!

Blablabla... PICHAS DO E TALKING.

Ok i really,really, really need to type for this one.

Eda: Okay give me your best expression with your Ben&Jerry Ice Creams!(Isit like this? Haha. sorry ah couldn't remember exactly what u said)

Where's mine? Oh, Chill. Expression aku cool jek. *peace* Tapi takpe, korg still can enjoy lookin at this pic of mine ;p

Herh herh! Happy bunnies!

So that's how i spent e ~~day~~ night with my loved ones! Goodbye at 3am...

And hello again at 3pm!

So here's the picture! Did i mention above that im gonna post it? No right? Hahaha. So no need for me to apologise for taking so long then!

Once again congratulations NanAfif!

Oh, the bad news is that, i can only post 1 pic! Hahahahahaha. Dah lah, bersyukur je... Janji ade!

*EVIL GRINS*

That's all for now! Thank you for viewing!

2009-06-08T21:57:00.008+08:00

Hola!

Howdy u guys?!

Woo! Like FINALLY dude! My bike looks brand new! Sparkling like bubba... It's been half a year i guess? Was it? Nah...Urh... Frankly speaking, i don't know! Alalalala kecian sayang bucuk aku tapi da wangi n bersih sekarang. Hehehehe. Sayanggg dia many many... Muacks muacks muacks.

Lol. Aku masih waras la! Sayang motor sendiri pun takley ke. Doink!

Hm...

Psst~ Can i have your permission to post your engagement pichas here? Hehehe. You so jambu la sista! Can la, can la, can k?

I will wait until u say yes. LOL! Meanwhile, lets take a look at other pictures. Weee..
Pardon for the masai-ness, oily-ness, stickey-ness or whatever ness u saw in d picha hokay. Cuaca bahang la syg~

Babak2 baru sampai...

Ahhh umi jahatttt!!

*** Middle part kenot insert first.

Babak2 selepas selesai semuanya ;p

Last but not least...

The WONG Family. Lol! Aku memang dilahirkan kulit gelap sikit dari kakak2 aku ah. LOL!

Hehehe. So that was it. But don't you wanna know what happen a day before that day?

Nantikan episode seterusnya!

TAMAT

2009-06-07T18:19:00.006+08:00

Hello again!

Hehehe... Hokay, yesterday's pics still not out yet. Nevermind, i shall wait patiently. Hehehe. Now lets take a look at my pictures with all sorts of new hairstyles. Vote for me! I wanna be on TOP too! HAHA!

WAHAHAHAHA! FUN SIA I TELL YOU! Yeah, i was bored but thank god this thing helps me to kill d time! Hm, if you have noticed, the colours are most likely to be the same. I guess i don't have much choices for my skin color huh. Hehehe...

Alright adios people!

2009-06-07T02:46:00.004+08:00

Hello.

Firstly, i would like to congratulate Nana on her engagement! =) You look SO GORGEOUS sista! Im just waiting patiently for somebody to upload those pretty pichas! Heehe... Hopefully tomorrow! Confirm bangun tido tros aku check facebook! Hahahaha..

Anyway, it's great we could gather up again. And oh my god Idah! Pintar banget sih Alya... I very geram with her sia... At last dapat dokong dia... Its like A YEAR????? Hahaha. So nampaknye anak Nanachica aku rasa sampai bila pun aku taktau... They are such an eye-candy adorable toddlers. And im very e tak sabar nak grab gambar Alya too! High five Alya!

Alright, sekarang ni tumit aku sakit. Mana tak, satu hari suntuk pakai heels. Haha... Nak feeling kakak2 model lagi kan. Padan muka aku. Dari siang ke malam. Kalau korang nak tahu, aku ni suke ringkas2 aje. Sape yg nampak aku pakai heels tu kire da nasib korg la. Lol! Bertuah tau... Takmu cakap Hari Raya ah. Tu dah lain critenyer.

Hm, it seems so difficult for me to pen down my thoughts. I don't know WHERE to start or perhaps HOW should i start.

Frankly speaking, im frustrated with my friends who are 'so call' taking control of my life. Telling me what's good or what's not, blablabla. I've been into this situation so many times back then and all i did was HUSH. I did not even say anything back to them. But little did they know that i will tend to erupt like a volcano one day if somebody accidentally pulls d wrong wire. Haiz. So i just wanna tell you guys in a very polite way that i know what im doing. Don't suffocate me with all your questions or telling me what to do. Bukan nak cakap aku sombong taknak dengar nasihat or what la, but still, all i need u to do is to understand and respect me as an individual. Haiz, confused tau aku. Lenient sangat, orang suka2 take advantage. Lau buat tak kisah kat dorg, drg kata da ada kwn baru la, sombong la, mana yg terpele'ot la... Well, it's true. I can't please each and everyone of u. Kadang2 fikir balik, sedey jugak hidup aku ni. Asyik orang paksa aku to be there for em but when i need them to be there for me, ape jadi? u know i know je la. And lagi satu, since tadi aku pegi mcm2 nye jemputan kan, aku nak kene ah blog pasal ni. I still remember d day i got engaged, people all so kpo wana know how much hantaran la, exchange brape banyak dulang la, brape la aku spent for everything, bila nak langsung... ish ish. gimme a break can? actually aku tak kuasa nak jawab soalan korg tu seme. haha. cuba kalau aku tanye korg, agak2 korg suke? so a piece of advise from me, next time before u ask me, u ask urself first k. and let say la, aku pernah sakitkan hati korg, aku tahu ada, tu semua rekaan semata2. nak tengok reaction korg ataupun memang aku betul2 da sibei sian dgn korg. =)

And no worries k, i know tat some of u are always curious about my life. Korang go ahead la nak bual pasal aku or pape. Andai kata kalau korg die-die wana know, n nak tanye aku personally, dipersilakan. Tapi jgn tersendat kalau jawapan aku tak menyenangkan.

And, one more thing... Kepada saper2 yg baiiik sangat untuk tolong pikir mcm ne aku handle aku nye preparation untuk majlis aku, ni fact nye bebual and please masok dlm akal korg, aku hanya merancang, tuhan yg menentukan. =D Korg takya la nak kecoh2 buat masa sekarang... Once da tiba masanya, aku tahu la nak buat ape nanti ye...

The End.

Peribahasa of d day: Jangan suka jaga tepi kain orang. Teehee...

2009-06-03T22:00:00.003+08:00

Mama, Shikin doakan supaya Mama cepat sembuh. 5 more days and it's going to be 2 weeks you are in e Intensive Care Unit. It hurts to see you in that state. Pity her. Ya allah ya tuhanku, panjangkanlah umurnya. Im sorry im not strong enough. I'll end here for now.

Take care everyone.

2009-05-29T21:46:00.003+08:00

Stupid shit.

I will not go to that clinic ever again! No wonder that clinic is always seen empty. Satu kali punye jumpe je da boleh jejak 100 dollar. Im still not satisfied. Ish... Bikin kelakar. Stakat kaki gatal2 je seh... Consultation fees dia tak sampai 10mins da kene charge 25bux. Waduh. Dapat 2 cream remeh temeh n 2 obat untuk makan. Total 80bux. Haha. Sial punye clinic. Eeee... jangan mimpi aku nak pergi sana lagi. Dia da hint2 kalau masih sama jugak, dia suruh datang lagi. Ya can. But can i bring something sharp for you? Perhaps a parang? Easier for me to siat-siat kamu. Lol. Nabey.

Sejak semenjak ni, kalau asik nak marah mesti lain tau jadi nye. Merepek siak. Its like i will laugh instead of scold. Kanina sia... Baik2 nak marah tapi kok ketawe. Hahaha. Lame-O.

Hm...

So, it's d last week of May and soon comes the month of June.

Lots of things had happened througout the whole month. The journey wasn't as smooth as you think it is. Well, frankly speaking, at times i felt like giving up. I was so stupid to even think that im not strong enough for all this. Inilah namanya dugaan. Kiter diuji sampai mana tahap kesabaran kiter and learn how to deal with situation like this so that in future we will know how to tackle it. Syukur banyak2... Alhamdulillah.

So jadikanlah ia satu pedoman.

Kalau dugaan bertunang da macam nyawa2 ikan...abeh bagaimana pulak yg dah berumahtangga? Orang yg naik tangga turun tangga tu asal taktau nak tekan butang pat lift aje?? Lol. Biadap sak aku. Taklah kiter bergurau senda aje la. Mestilar kiter semua inginkan yg terbaik kan... Well, dari itu dengan seikhlas hati aku doakan yg terbaik untuk korg2 semua k. Amin ya rabbal'alameen...

Your well-wisher,
Precious Kin

Plis refer back to tis entry.

2009-05-29T18:43:00.007+08:00

Aku tak sangka dunia da canggih gini pun masih ada org nak bikin bende ala tu semua? Ish ish. Dah menduakan tuhan. But still, menarik jugak crite ni.

I have to mark today's date.

Haha, dun mind this entry's title. Its for my own reference.

Anyway, ape aku nak cakap... SYABAS! *claps hand* Remember, Tuhan tu Maha Kuasa...

2009-05-28T03:00:00.002+08:00

Ouch... My bontot very pain ah... And also both my legs n palms are swollen due to d mosquito bite =( I've just settled down, went fishing just now. Response quite good. I've even thought of opening a wet market selling fish...not gonna tell u where it is because i selfish. LOL.

Please eh, dah macam budak primary school nye composition sia... HAHA..

Alamak k la, larling aku da call ni.. Will have a proper update soon!

Goodnight people!

2009-05-23T23:01:00.006+08:00

OH.MY.GOODNESS!

I've just remembered that i need to RENEW my roadtax. What d fucking hell was i thinking? How in the world could i have forgotten about it. Thank god nothing happened.

I knew it! I knew that i need to do something with the AXS Machine over at Upper Thomson Esso Petrol Kiosk the other day. I kept staring at it, but the only thing that came across my mind was, "Hm...ada saman ke..? Eh! Mana ada!" That was it! Then i told myself not to look at that blardie machine again. Lol. Sucha gundu kan aku...

So if anyone wants to go out with me, fetch me ok. Hahaha.

It's been a week and i finally get to meet my baby botak. Ada majlis to attend. Im dead tired coz i didn't get enough sleep/rest. Only god knows what i have been up to. Anyway, i apologise for not accompanying you to the 24hour clinic, ayu. I don't have the heart to lie because as some of you may have already know by now that im not a beautiful liar. Im a very straightforward type of person. Yes, i couldn't care less especially to those who don't care about my feelings in the first place, i will say it directly even if you can't take NO as an answer. Well, i find it's better to tell the truth than to lie or create stories just to avoid going out with that person. Of course i will feel very guilty to be mean but its better than being labelled as a liar or hypocrite sooner or later, right?

Lagipun aku dah lali sangat dengan sesetengah orang... Pelik dengan orang2 yg suka paksa2. Paling pantang sangat... Agak-agak la siket beb lau ye pun... Just bear this in mind that i have already set limits to my leniency. Dah takde nak ok go menonong aje. Im still the same Shikin that you guys know, only that i will consider those who really are worth my 2cents, as in physically la... You should know what i mean. If you really are a true friend, you don't always need me to come and travel to you because i own a bike. Tak salah kalau korang take d initiative to cab down to my place or you can blardie freaking take d public transport to travel. ONE Sentence for this type of people who bloody thinks for themselves, GO ROT N DIE. Or you can still choose if you prefer two middle fingers from me.

Lol.

That's for now. A piece of advise from me, Jangan Terlalu Mengharapkan Sangat Dari Orang Lain. Make it as a Prinsip eeyh. Terima kasih =)

2009-05-21T22:12:00.004+08:00

Paya Lebar...

Hm, isn't it too far?

Traffic jam... Erp...

Erp... Traffic jam...

West to East... East to West...

6 months bond. 12 hour shift work.

Shift work again? Sigh.

Hm... How eh? I don't know.

CISCO.

Ada pendapat tak? Siapa2 ada kawan yang keje cisco atau adik beradik ke atau diri sendiri, boleh share sikit pengalaman?

Seriously, i don't want to end up being like what i am now. It looks so bad. Having a job for the sake of having a job. Bla bla bla... I want a stable career, good prospect. The reason i left my previous job is because i no longer want to work long hours. You think i like being this way? Always end up in the wrong company. Macam edah cakap yg aku nak kene mandi bunga untuk buang suay. Hahaha. Nasib nasib. Yap, aku cerewet pun ada sebab. Sebabnye bukan pasal aku malas or what. Takpe, tak payah la aku nak cerite pat sini. Sape yg paham situasi aku, terima kasih. Tapi sape yg kenal aku rapat giler and masih tak paham, sungguh memalukan. Hee.

Anyway, let me share what i went through during the interview... Do you guys still remember your primary school days? Oral examination? Haha... i sure do! Because i hated it the most. I always had phobia when it comes to oral examination. No, not the reading part, but the one that we have to talk it out whatever we saw in the picture! Haha.. I suck big time hokay! And i still do! Yeahh, lucky this time round i do not have to talk it out. I only have to do a few points compo for that. Very paisey ok! I bet Pri 1 kiddo can do wayyy better than what i did just now! Oh my gosh... Malooo nyer aku. Hahahahaha. Kelakar la fikir balik. Nasib baik dia kasi aku just pass tadi. Macam siak tol. Dah berhabuk laa...

Hehehe...

Oklah, itu aje.

Selamat malam semua.

2009-05-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

Im watching Monster Inc now.

Hm...

Aku dah tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi...

2009-05-13T16:01:00.008+08:00

Tadaa.. Baby ikan tekok... Cute kan.. haa..

Mestilah cute pasal org yg pancing pun cute! Hee..

Hm... sejak dua menjak naik syiok pulak post gambar. Ehee..

Darn! Im starving...

Nevermind. Let this occupy my time while i wait for my food to come. Herh.

Hahahahaha... Im sorry but i just couldn't control but to laugh when i look at this picture. Can't blame the camera women either coz it was freaking dark in there. Main snap snap aje. Hehehe.

Yang ini pulak, seme ada pendapat masing2 untuk ni seaweed.

oshin: orang tangkap ikan, ni tangkap seaweed pulak.

kin: ni lau bawak balik masak lauk lemak sedap ni.

yano: apelar krg dua ni, kan bole buat sushi.

Hai seaweed, famous jugak kau eh. Ehee..

Hahak. Macam yan cakap, "mesty muker dorang dua". Haha.

Tahu takpe... Ok tu je for now.

2009-05-10T16:23:00.002+08:00

Im bored.

I wonder why in a sudden i have so much free time?

It's Mother's Day today and i didn't get to wish mum in person. Can't wait for her to get back tonight. Hope she enjoys herself there. Im missing her so much. ......

I'm weird.

Freaking weird.

I will miss her every now and then, even if she's at home. Especially every night, when she's asleep and i will be in my room, on my bed thinking of how lucky i am to have her, how much i've always loves her despite hurting her feelings each time and having the thoughts of saying "i love you so much mak" with a hug for her the next day when i see her. It lingers in my mind every time, but as much as i know it would melt her heart and felt appreciated by hearing it, my guts went off. Back then... i would always let her know that she meant the whole universe to me. Well, i hope she knows that i still does and will always love her most.

Speaking of which, i've received an email months ago about the love of a mother towards the child doesn't even cost a single cent. It touches my heart when i read it. Airmata pun boleh mengalir okay. Very sweet... Nak baca? Mintak k.

Hm....

Anyway, yesterday went fishing! Haha. I caught 2 fishes ok! Rezeki aku. Hehehe. I like~ Ni da nak kene upgrade to joran yg lebih besar ni... Da bukan stage beginner lagi. Lol! Wishful thinking.
Ala ikan kecik jek. Catfish and tekok(agaknye ah spelling dia gini). Haha. So cute like my fingers. I'll post it out once i've grab e pictures ya?

Now, shower time!

Checklist for today:
House chores - Done
Bloghopping - Done
Facebook routine - 3/4 done. Lagi 1/4 = Poker!! Hahaha
Blog - Done
Makan - Not yet
Mandi - About to
Waiting for Mak & Abah - Tonight

Ok that's about it. Mandi, [Poker, Makan]or vice versa, and wait for my parents to come back home! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Wishing to all Mothers out there a "Happy Mother's Day!" Cheers!

2009-05-08T16:49:00.011+08:00

Oh my goodness! It's Friday already!

That was fast..

Oh bummer!........

Anyway, here are the pictures taken last weekend, as promised. Pardon me for taking so long to post it...only god knows what i have been doing for the past 3 days. Tsk tsk.

It was WUJUD'S Anniversary...

K aku da malas nak upload yg lain.... skip skip skip...

So that was it... The End.

2009-05-04T19:18:00.002+08:00

i promise i will have a proper update soon! now macam lazy...so pardon me kays.

2009-05-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

Why are you behaving in such an unprofessional manner huh? I feel like slapping your face, do you know that bitch? Yes, you bitch. Never in my life i've labelled that on anyone. You've gone too far. And bcos of you, i get the blame. Always... Pfft..wahda hhdf lah ksjanda..wtf? Is it fair enough? How old are you by the way? Why in the world are you behaving like that? Did i do something wrong towards you? Did i snatched away your boyfriend? Did i kill your parents? Or are you just plain jealous of me? Eh fuck la, you are old enough for all this nonsense. Yes, oldie, you heard me.

EH SIALLAH. Frankly, i don't know what else i should say.

Be me... if you were to be in my position, you will know better. Im trying to deal things in a professional way ok. Please throw your ego high up in d sky away. Nonsense ah kau. Muke banyak nye cantek. Kudut macam cicak kobeng. Aku make sure kau mintak maaf kat aku bila tiba masanya satu hari nanti. Pangkat kakak...kakak kau peh laki ah.

This is so not good. One after another. Solution? SABAR AJE BEB. ITU JE YANG AKU MAMPU BUAT.

Sekarang pape kau datang pat aku aje. Tak kuasa aku nak baik dengan kau. Bila aku ikhlas, kau step mana peh champion kan. Sekarang aku tunjuk kau aku nye champion. Amcm? Jadi kapa minah tahun 70'an? HAHAHA. Ni 80'an gerek punye... Lol.

And ni sekarang pesan boy boy semua k. Termasuk aku nye sekali. Tolong jangan nak masuk campur urusan aku. Kalau tak happy, referee say out.

Sekian terima kasih.

ps: will have a proper update soon. pics have yet to be uploaded. yipeee..

2009-05-02T01:46:00.007+08:00

Everything's over!! Finally!! Alhamdulillah.

Fullstop.

Anyway, i've just reached home. Went fishing somewhere near Sentosa. I was too tired to follow babylove and friends to continue fishing at their next spot which is at Seletar. Dalam hutan lagi! Banyak nyamuk... I don't like! Kalau setakat nyamuk aje takpe, abeh kalau momok pun nak sebok, how? Lol!

Actually, dear boyfriend had already planned out to go fishing with me yesterday, but when i look at the calender, i freaked out coz it was "malam jumaat" and i was damn superstitious hokay! I called him immediately to cancel the plan. Why? Pasal ada songka pat bawah kolong block aku semalam n aku takut nak balik sorang pagi2 buta. Hahaha... So, rot je la kat rumah semalam.

Alright guys, i will be busy over the weekend. WUJUD Anniversary!

I will end here for now... Enjoy your weekends people!

Till then, take care!

ps: I LOVE YOU MY BOTAK BABY. Muacks.

2009-04-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

Cmon! Get it straight in your head.
It's over for goodness sake.
My life's a blessed.
Just stay away and get over it.

I would never let you ruin everything or anything again.
No, never will.

HAHA!

"Gettin the wrong idea is fine...but going missing just like tat is wrong..."

Hahahahahahaha.. Excuse me? Are you refering that to me?

If it is... Here's what i've got for you.

Aku ada mata untuk melihat,
Ada telinge untuk mendengar,
Dan juga, Aku ada hati untuk menilai.

I'm not the type of girl that you can mess with. =)

Move on...

2009-04-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

I was doing this survey thingy over at Suzairhe's blog, when i've received 2 text messages from dear boyfriend. I retrieved to the second message first, not knowing the contents of the first message.

I was shocked to read this, "Post it in your blog."

After reading through, i asked myself, "Why not? Educational jugak pe. Dari aku asik bual merepek" =)

Is this karma? Or retribution? Or just the beginning of misery that i must go through in life? When will all this stop? Will there be a good or bad ending? How far is this misery journey gonna be? Isit a never ending road for me? Why can't i lead a normal life with normal hurdle in life? Isit already been written the day i was born? Just need an answer to all these questions. It's a sad route but its true too. Every hurdle that you take, solve, can make you strong and mature? Maybe people gonna say, "be patience with God's test, and thus you will be rewarded"? How true is that? Isit the fact? Or possibilities? Both doesn't leave a space in my life.

That's for you huney. For you to read...in years to come and to reflect back on how life had been for you... I love you so much. My survivor... xox

Much love from me sayang...

2009-04-27T14:11:00.004+08:00

ahhhhhhhhh... fuctup! mana entry aku hilang!!!!!!!!!!!!

badigol samdol betol!!!

thanks once again network! i love alot la sama you. _l_

2009-04-24T00:04:00.017+08:00

Skinny siak. This picture was taken last year at Sepang! Now, lets take a look at the latest boncit me which was taken a few days back... Khee hee...

C, told'ya! Hahaha.. Still can't see?!

kasi dia chance jugak la.. takkan asik aku je amek limelight. haa.

girls....wadya expect?... lol.

Ok cannot expose many2. Lol!

Anyway, there's so many photos that i've thought of uploading here but the problem is, i can't decide to which i should give a high priority to. Hahaha. Aku ni jakon semacam siak. Abeh macam mana nye important je gambar2 aku tu nak kene arrange in order. Lol. Gasak aku laa ehk. BUT, ada jugak rasa malas pasal da terlalu banyak sangat gambar. SO, i don't think i will be posting it all here. Sorry harh. Kalau da post banyak2 abeh connection hilang, siape yang mangkok? Cube teka...

MESTILAH AKU! HAHAHAHAHA.

Don't worry, i'm not that stingy. You'll get to see some of it. Say what now? Yey! Thank you Ms Shikin. Hahahaha. Sape nak gi layan...

Happy viewing!

contoh yang baik ni... alhamdulillah =)

syukur...

Precious' One <3

mak, mama, me, mother

Including yg ini jugak k. Takpe korg takkan paham. Jgn paham pun bagus. lol

mak, mak, cik ati, me, mama

his cousins

my uncles, cousins and brother...

maternal side...

their turn will be next =D

18.04.09 Zul & Ana Engagement @ Aranda Country Club

Congratulations to the both of you. (Zul & Ana)

And not forgetting, my dearest Ida.

Congrats darling!

Ooops! udah dipetik ya... Hahak!

Yey! IM DONE!

That's more than enough right? Don't gelojoh2 eyh... Teehee..

OH! One more question before i end this...

....WHO'S NEXT?...

2009-04-23T22:24:00.003+08:00

Aku SungguhHappy.com! Yey!!!! Finally, i've managed to transfer all those photos from darling's SLR. Woo hoo! 3 CHEERS for ME!!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Now i want to mandi first. There's so many photos yg dah basi yg i nak share dengan you all! Hahaha. Maybe i'll just upload it in my FB yah? See how later! Im such a Happy Bunny!

2009-04-22T17:20:00.005+08:00

Hahahaha!

I've just finished reading and watching videos from MJ12's blog. Kelakar-seram siak satu video tu, buat aku ketawe terbahak-bahak. The writer somehow gave me this impression that maybe the video have been edited, so im curious of course! Takut tu takut jugak. Bukan takut ape, takut terkejut kalau dorang edit kes kurang ajar punye edit tu bende alih2 menjelma cover satu screen ko yg mcm korang dapat kat email2 korang tu... Hahaha. You guys should watch it. Tapi kalau korang betul lemah semangat, lupekan saje k.

Carik la korg... dari tok din. Hurhur.

Then there's this article that happened 16 years ago at bukit batok about the Penanggal. Eeee..seram. Near my place ok. I don't like. Banyak jugak story aku baca yang buat aku teringat balik bende yang aneh berlaku tahun lepas bulan satu... Tu lah lepak lagi sampai pagi2 buta. Tapi yang pasal kawan aku nampak nenek kebayan pat situ, entah betul atau tidak la kan. Tapi ape yg aku tahu, ngeri siak pada saat tu! Naseb baik aku tak nampak and setakat sense aje... Eeee... TATOT!!

Kadang-kadang takut, tapi nak kpo2 jugak. Interesting kan. Masing2 la kan. Aku ni kalau da datang aku nye penakut, mati mati aku cakap aku takut. Kalau da datang aku nye berani, susah datang nanti. Haha. Well, ada hari yg kita takut ada hari yg kita berani. Ikut rentak aje la eh...

Alright enough...

Im getting wider! Those who've seen my photos in FB should have notice it. Am i right to say that im such a Fattie Bom Bom now? Hahahah. Penyakit siak. Sekejap tembam sekejap aneroxia. Haha. Taktau spell la k.

Kla, jari aku da numb. Tata

PS: Aku post satu gambar untuk tatapan korang k.

2009-04-21T20:22:00.008+08:00

Everything is back to normal. Goodness! I don't know what has gotten into me recently. I wasn't able to think properly. Major depression. It nearly drives me insane. Im glad that i've regain my consciousness. I guess im just being silly for being selfish. I have to admit that im such a weakling.

Things are changing for the better now. But there's one more thing that i still need to amend. To have a stable career in a stable company. Oh bummer!

Let's not complain anymore, i've been doing that for the past few weeks already. Im sick and tired of it myself. What more others? I wanna thank those who are concerned about me. Thank you. You know who you are.

And to my babydear, i've come to a sense that i still need you like i've always do. Despite having your own problems to deal with, im adding in more to you yet you are still holding on to it, tolerating all those nonsense. I've always admire that strong character of yours. And i thank you for being patient and loving me still, regardless of anything. But this doesn't happily end here eyh Mr Fuad Joe. Together, we will make things happen. Insyaallah. I believe patience is the key to keep one going. KeeP THaT In MiND BLARDiE STUPID IKAN SELAH SHiKiN. Hahahaha.

On another note, i would like to express this special token of appreciation to thank Nas, Abg Rahman, Azhar, Ronald Koh, CL Lim, Gigi Sotong Kering and those who have guided me through my practical lessons. I wouldn't make it through if its not because of you, my beloved hubby, who have been supporting me throughout the whole journey. I couldn't thank you enough huney. You were there to encourage me even before i owned a 2b license. You taught me alot about life. You told me not to give up easily and to keep on trying, and you are still here encouraging me and with the help of your friends, i managed to pull it through. So another burden is over. Alhamdulillah. Once again, Thank you Nas, Abg Rahman, Azhar and other bbdc instructors.

Love,
Precious
xox

2009-04-17T18:34:00.002+08:00

Dasar Sial.

JINX! JINX! JINX!

Susah sangat nak sabar atau dah terlalu sabar?

Stupid shit. I want everything to change soon!

Just my luck, FUCK LUCK!

2009-04-16T18:40:00.002+08:00

ok sorry eh private jap. ingat nk buat bende tapi sampai skg tak buat2. terkehel la beb. so aku pun naik tak kuasa.

k la wa mahu away... chiao

2009-04-14T23:58:00.006+08:00

I've been a lonely ranger for the past week. Being busy is good for someone like me. It feels so shitty to have this feeling. At times i just feel like giving up. Im too tired for all this nonsense. Too tired...

I don't have anyone to turn to. No shoulders to lean on. Worse still, why the hell do i even have a boyfriend? Where are all my friends that claims to be my Best buddies? Shouldn't they standby me like how i would? Oh, its ok. Nobody would understand. Why do i have to care for all these people? I guess my presence doesn't even mean a thing to them.

I couldn't bear this any longer. No...

Aku da penat sangat... Terlalu penat..

Wouldn't it be nice to foresee the future? Yea, impossible. . And i know i shouldn't have said that. Coz itu semua urusanNya. Astargfirullah hal'azim.

Stop fooling around. Something is just not right. Go away please...

This is so ridiculous. I know im not being myself lately. I can't think properly. I loves to stare blankly. I can go crazy uhh.

What is happening?

Hope everything will end soon. :(

Ya Allah! Lindungilah aku dan orang2 yg ku sayangi, jauhkanlah kami daripada gangguan-gangguan jin2, syaitan2 dan iblis2 dan juga dari kemalangan yang tidak diingini. Allahuakbar. Amin.

2009-04-14T17:53:00.002+08:00

It's getting hot in here!

Wahlauwei!!! Dah macam kat sauna sey!!!

Nak blogggg tapi takle concentrate.... Rimasssss....

Im in my brother's room... haiyo... Humid~

Bila aku pat bilik aku, wireless asik on off. And i find it very irritating that is why i moved here. Well, i guess i will update again...

Toodles

2009-04-12T22:40:00.003+08:00

My mind has been occupied with so many things. They need to be cleared off as far as im concerned.

I think i shall keep it personal.

Im pretty upset with myself to be precise.

I hate to feel this way. I can't speak up. I don't wanna hurt nobody's feeling. I don't wanna talk things out with anyone. I don't want anyone to get offended. I don't want people to have negative thinking about others.

Tell me how do i clear this thing off?

ANYONE WANTS TO BE MY SHADOW?

That shares my happiness and sorrows. Following me wherever i go. No words, just listen. HEY and free license too. Haha.

Because i don't need no boyfriend, best friend, close friend, good friend, just friend to make me feel better. Coz they can't. They are not in the same shoes even if that means we have the same size 5. Its time for me to explore the world and be independent. Can i just leave everything here and stay somewhere else?...

Bik Wati or Bik Lin, will you consider me staying with you for some time?

Kalau Jo taknak aku, mana tahu ada mat saleh menanti aku. Hee...

Gurau jek...

Hm....

Goodnight.

2009-04-12T17:57:00.002+08:00

Will update once i get those pictures.

As for now, i want to watch teebee....

Let me take you on a journey

2009-04-10T17:25:00.011+08:00

It hurts to know the truth. It also hurts to find out the truth too.

That is why sometimes, some things are better to be left unsaid.

It's either i tell you now and you get hurt or i keep it as a secret and eventually you'll get hurt when you find out the truth by yourself.

Can i ask which one hurts the most?

So what will happen when the truth have been revealed?

Have you not been in that situation before or should i still need to say more just for you?

You are lucky i tell you. Damn lucky that i don't have the time to feel miserable like how i used to be before. And i've learnt to accept the fact that that was all in the past. And i understand why you don't want to tell me when i kept chasing for an answer. But that was past, i don't want to keep on questioning you about the past cause i believe that it will only ruin and turn everything sour. Im tired you see and i know you are tired as well.

You know me well when you said that people don't know what im actually capable of, when people are trying to make a fool of themselves by trying to bully me. But have you given that thought for yourself? Hehe. No, im not trying to be funny. I just want you to realise that you don't fully understand me. Just cooperate with me if you want to see the best from me. I'm trying my very best to be nice to you and i don't know what else you want from me. You are so different and difficult to handle at times.

Well, nobody is perfect afterall. I admit i do have my own flaws too. So why bother that much? Like it or not, live with it.

There's more in mind but i guess i don't want to bring anything personal here. This place is more like a storybook to me than an online diary.

So be it fact or friction, i will let you to decide...

2009-04-08T15:15:00.001+08:00

CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN!!!

2009-04-07T12:16:00.003+08:00

Haha. Like i care.

Im in the office now. And i don't have this good feeling about one of my colleague here. Stupid shit. If you really want this post so much, for all i care you can just go straight to him and tell him. I don't mind getting out from this place. Im not so gila about this post like you. It's so obvious that you are not happy with me even though you did not show it to me. Tell you what, why not you go and sit under his desk since you want it so much. LOL.

Takpe eh nanti aku tolong kau bilangkan k. Like how you always "help" me or maybe angkat buah boss. Haha. Aku tak pasal la tak keje pat sini janji hidup aku tak surround dgn org mcm kau. Hahahahahaha. Ok bye

2009-04-06T23:28:00.004+08:00

I think im crazy.

Im so so super duper happy!

I don't know why. Padahal tadi aku kene marah dengan boss, k la bukan aku sorang aje. Seme kene but yet aku rasa happy sangat2 after kene marah. Lol.

Work is FUN! Alhamdulillah.

Su was asking me, "How come you look so cheerful?" There's a pause for a few second and then she continued..."Boss scold me....(blablabla)"

I replied, "aiya relax k... me & g got scolded too. just don't take it too hard..." chey aku ni mcm keje lama gitu walhal walhal. lol. nak console org la konon.

anyway, hopefully boss won't be asking me to come back to work at Ubi this friday. It's a GOOD FRIDAY ok. I don't wanna waste my petrol la. Too far ah. So be nice and be good....

went to rescue yaya after work just now.

babydear is in camp for reservist. only for 3 days. 2 more days to go. so fast sia. stay longer la pls... hahahahah. suke tgk dia kene kurung. LOL. Told ya im crazy...

So do you believe me now?

And and and and one more thing...

i dun wish to exaggerate but OMG! agd iwge faskfjhahlkfakjshf iaudhgksahdidhil ahDHSKHDHA khksahk sdavkjav hlav v hdsv hav kjdsavl abjlhdgejadgaydg iaudsc uasgc uaygc hjsdbjch abscbjhac\ jhbcjhlabcjahcguyge qiu fqiwhc knsdc iuqehf dsbhfkjrelm, gref lre;g weiu w;we gq;q qg qeiug ug ug u qerlgre lr qkbq ebgrgqgrelqbglkqrejhg lg lhgqhr gqlkgr blvglwrg u glugh luewghelwhgrekhgkerlkerjhg kjrehg rgiuly ewgiuhwghgiurtihgieuhger ahhhhhh! pikir balik dari kecik2 aku minat sangat dgn dia... lol. fanatic nye... ok da da.. sape nak gi layan aku eh..k da... i can go nuts thinking about it.

Now, i wana go ceep ceep.

SAYONARA.

PS: ooops! omg...so messy. i'll do a proper update soon. insyaallah.

2009-04-05T00:27:00.002+08:00

Dear friends,

I apologise for not replying to your smses or calls.

Please give me some time and i will get back to you.

Im preoccupied with ----. Im truly, deeply and sincerely sorry hokay guys.

Chat soon.

Love,
Shikin

2009-04-01T20:09:00.003+08:00

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A whole new experience awaiting for me. Oh boy! Im excited yet im freakin out! Please Shikin, you can do it. Just try and give it a best shot!

Aku buddieeee! Ya allah, berikanlah aku semangat dan keyakinan pada diri ini. Amin.

Takpe, takpe. Just relax. Kalau dah memang rezeki, bende tu tak ke mana.

All the best Shikin!!!

2009-03-31T19:34:00.002+08:00

Nak update tapi ngantok uh! lol.

be back soon.

see my mood okay. toodles.

2009-03-28T14:48:00.016+08:00

Thank you so much guys for coming and spending the time with us. Jangan serik ok. Now next on my list is to meet budak RM. Im missing each and everyone of my friends. Sayangnya kawan2 yg aku gerek kebanyakkan lelaki...tak manis dipandang orang kalau aku merayap dengan lelaki... padahal dorg taktau aku ni 'boleh tahan lasak'. Lol.

On another note, i'm hooked with this game called Motorcycle Madness in FB. I find it so gerekk til i couldn't be bothered with anything else. Aku rasa that's why Iqa cakap aku semangat facebook tak? Semangat game dok. Hobby baru aku. Lol. Takmu sindir2 hah... Hehehehe gerek siul. Sampai laki aku kalau call aku mesti dia tanye aku "Tak masuk track nari?" Pasir Gudang was the first thing that came into my mind when he asked me for the first time and in my mind i was thinking "dekni da ape kene? sejak bila pulak aku gi track?" Skali i remember about the game la.. Abes tu aku pun react cepat la. Its FUN la...FOR ME. (",) I was aiming for Kawasaki ZX 10. I had to race day n night just to get the kachings when one day i decided to save that money to buy him a Hayabusa since he said he wants that haya. Touching kan aku, ala semangat sekejap je. Lol. But when i've got the expected amount to buy either Kawa or Haya, i have this sudden feeling not to let go of my bike(pasal da byk jasa dgn aku..hahaha stop it sia aku..you no need to tell me i oso know la...i know its cyber and its just a game.) And so i kept thinking. Its not easy you know. But not to worry coz i've already put everything in consideration and guess WHAT?, I've just bought a DUCATI 1098! Hahahahaha.. You will know why later.

I guess that's enough for now even though i still have the urge to say more. I told myself that this entry will be filled with lots of pictures. So here they are...

ENJOY!

alalala cian..

aik... ohh ramai jugak hidden frens ko eh. igt sorg tadi. lol

The Tree Boys and Me. Khee

Pump petrol before U-turn.

Wadeva korg~ Lan block d light ah.. HAHAHA SUAR

kan boleh nampak tu... hahahaha

lan test machine

fierce la abg kiter ni.. tapi muke tetap ada senyuum

kene marah :( saper ckp muke aku tak masok cam? lol.

tgk tu dia ketawe kan aku.. kong asam

shafiq & shasha

oh hawt ah moto abg ni..

bibir mau seal ek? haha.

ahh yg ini laki aku takle nampak aku senang nak bergmbr

suke dear?

muke 'ter'-penting

Yeah! So that was the last picture for yesterday. =)

Figured it out already?

No matter what... Still :)

You guys are the best. I appreciate your presence so much. You guys never fail to put a smile on my face everytime =) My beloved colleagues, my Nozomi brothers. Not just them, the rest of TEAM 5 too. You guys will always stay close in my heart. Thank you.

I've come to the end of my entry. I know for sure that there will be somebody who are and will always be so envious. For goodness sake, hope you guys, whoever you are, just lead a simple life like i do. Aku tak kacau hidup korg, korg jgn kacau hidup aku. Yg penting kita semua happy!

Charlo beteh.

Love you all. Muacks!

blogger mcm siak. aku da try edit byk kali to have paragraph. tapi ni bende degil.. byk kali aku enter and save, byk kali jugak dia keluar the same. Chis BYE

2009-03-27T00:42:00.003+08:00

Sayang lesen korg k.

Don't get me wrong. My license is still valid up to this date. Sad to say that people around me are losing their licenses, one after another. I feel the lost for them. I understand the situation they are going through. It's heart breaking to know that it will be snatch away just like that. It's not easy you know. Things never comes easy these days.

On another note, lets just look on the bright side ok guys. Learn from mistakes. Eventhough I know what the reasons are. You've got such a big heart... Such a waste. Mudah-mudahan ada hikmah disebalik apa yg terjadi.

May all of us live happily ever after...

The End

Warning! This entry gonna be long!

2009-03-24T14:32:00.013+08:00

Im back!

Hello! Hello!

Thought of updating yesterday but its difficult to get a connection. While people are fighting for their life, i'm fighting to get a connection. lol

Last weekend was great! Ada jugak la down moments. Ahh... Just put that aside. Don't wana make a big HooHaa over it.

Hm.. ok lets do a recap.

18 March 09, Wed (Eve of dear's birthday)

Went to Ming Arcade. It was a very last min plan. Only the two of us. Sweet kan. Hahak. Thought of surprising him with a cake at 12midn sharp, but yaya & bf couldn't make it. So... its just the two of us terpekik telolong. lol. den at 12.20am aku nyanyikan dia birthday song. Kusyuk sangat nyanyi sampai terlupe time. Hahahaha.

19 March 09, Thurs (His birthday)

Aku da frust menonggeng, kepala otak da nak dekat pecah. Taktau nak kasi ape pasal hp kesukaan dia yg aku nak belikan da takde! PSP dia taknak. Abeh bagusnye aku dapat tahu dari fren dia yg dia nak main kerete Tamiya. Aku pun suruh la dektu grabkan pasal mana la aku tahu lelaki nye stuff. First kawan dia ckp d price cost ard 80bux. Aku kata ok just grab. Den nxt day dia call lagi cakap yg darling aku agak2 dat thing cost about Hundred Plus. Aku kata ok, just grab. Den nxt day dia call lagi, dia kata harga naik. So i ask him how much? Dia kata boleh jejak 200plus... aku tanye mcm ne dia tahu, dia kata surf internet. Den aku suruh dia gi survey dulu baru bilang aku... dah tu debak debuk next day dia call lagi...ni kali dia da dapat harga pasal dia memang da kat kdai tu... so bila dia tanye org tu harga brape, kita dua2 terkejut siak. lol! CANCEL LA BEB.

So... since i don't know what else to buy, i took the initiative to go down to his place which is at Tampines, which i don't usually do, asked him to get ready and vroom we went to Tampines Mall, Swensens. Only god knows what happen then. D atmosphere, the people, the food, a slice of ice cream cake etc..

20 March 09, Fri

Harhhh.... Inilah hari nye yang aku start busy...Busy run errands ah dok. LOL.

Tunggu dear abes work, den gi amek kerete... aku jadi chauffer dia sempena ulang tahun dia. Drove him back to Hougang, then to his Aunt wetmarket to get the bbq stuffs, then to Tampines, after everything's settled, we head to Defu lane to slack at Abg Din workshop. Then to Perak's crib at Bukit Panjang. After that home sweet home.

21 March 09, Sat

Nari pun busy wey... Celebrations! Bbq pit pat Pasir Ris Park daerah Elias Rd.

Took off at 3pm. Reached Tamp at 3.30pm. It rained heavily at PIE. Seram ok! Road pun aku tak nampak. You imagine betapa lebatnye hujan masa tu. Cuma tuhan aje yg tahu perasaan aku. Aku da la potek abeh pakai shades bukan specs. Mana lah aku tahu nak hujan pasal tempat aku panas terik. lol. Harapkan lampu merah pat depan aje la... Himpit kiri all the way. Tapi oklah cekalkan hati aje. Bila sampai Tamp, tak hujan langsung. Tapi suay, si makcik tukang saman pun ada. Merepek ah dia... "I give you 11mins...blablabla" Lol. Depan dia aku call tunang aku and say "B cepat sikit ah ni makcik bising ah, dia kasi 11min aje. Cepat laa..." Pastu ni makcik ckp dgn aku, "Im just telling you eh, just letting you know pasal kalau kita saman $30 nanti kadang2 ada orang tak suke eh...blablaba" malas aku nak dengar. sape suke sak kene saman. sial betul. hahaha. Haiya macam penat ah nak crite... Tengok gambar aje ah k.

cool kan ade sunroof!

haha aku buat ni dari dalam so that yg lain tahu kita park pat sini. lol. lame.

Getting ready...

Yey at last... BBQ time!

Dah tua dua2 ni... Happy Birthday ek!

Kalau ada birthday cake n Faizal & Kecik plus Ubai...

Ni la jadinye... lol.. Eeeee

Ahh... Much better now...

Love you dear... Muacks

Ok that's for that day. Reached home at 6am. It was drizzling on the way back. I was down with a flu that day. So i didn't do much. I wasn't a good fiancee... I know. LOL.

22 March 09, Sun

His cousin son's cukur rambut at Hougang.

Wahh... so shagged. Takpe.. last day.. Endure mau lebih. Bawak mak gi hougang. Den plan nak bawak mak gi EXPO tapi tak sempat coz nak masok JB dgn family. So patah alik to Bukit Batok to fetch Abah n Abang. Naseb baik ada Abang yg boleh drive. Kalau tak, pancit siul. So abg drove us there. We went in via woodlands checkpoint. Intend to go Stulang, but it's damn near... So kasi semua orang happy kita go further... Makan seafood pat atas laut!! Pernah dengar kan.... Ahh.. Betul betul betul... We ate at Restoran Saujana at Tg Pelepas. Hee... Gerenti sodappppp.

Come...Let the picture do the talk....

da start sakai...

Hahaha.. lupe nak amek gmbr sblom makanan masuk perut. Betapa lapar nye kiter.. Hee..

Alright, im gona make a fast one now.. tak bule tahan.. penat duduk ni..

23 March 09, Mon

Woke up, fetch mak from work, sent her to the nearest clinic. Since i've got nothing else to do, and i don't wanna waste time, went to send back the car. Dear waited for me at the shop and off to Southern Motor with dear. Ate lunch + dinner. Accompanied him with his last job. Reached home and fall asleep....

24 March 09, Tues

While doing my house chores, i decided to blog at the same time. I didn't know i took this long to update this entry. This blogger n internet connection better be good. Or else... or elsee...

K im off to continue doing my house chores... Bontot pain oredi.... Haaaaaha.

25 March 09, TOMORROW

Happy -- together-gether baby. Muacks.

Much love,

Precious

2009-03-19T17:32:00.002+08:00

It feels so different nowadays. Everything doesn't makes sense. Im in my low morale. This thing is killing me slowly. I don't know how to prevent from all these shit. Everything's jumbled up.

Im struggling...

I wasn't like this before. Maybe i need a break...

...from everything...

Confusion confusion.

He doesn't understands me. Aku rasa makin lama dia makin boring tengok perangai aku macam gini. But what can i do? I really can't help it. If only miracle will happen. Only god knows...

:)

2009-03-16T14:37:00.003+08:00

Ok i was bored. As usual....

Aku da takde bende lain nak buat so..... aku gi buat personality test yg aku nampak pat blog syasya coz i find it interesting. Nak tahu jugak dorg hentam bocai atau tak. Lol. Tapi soalan dorang kasi seme merepek. Sumpah... Tak caye gi try.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

***
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

***

MACAM MANA NI DORG TAHU SEMUA PASAL AKU?????!!

2009-03-15T17:46:00.001+08:00

Alamak boring la...

Its pouring outside. I've got absolutely nothing to do in mind. Thought of going to the nearest mall to survey for Huney's birthday gift, but i'm just too lazy to drag myself out. Urh... Anyway lets just put that aside for now. I can manage. Insyaallah.

Hm......................

I've been bloghopping alot lately. And i began to realise that everyone's the same. No matter how talented you are or how successful we thought you were, and vice versa, you are still lost somewhere or somehow. Im seeing reflections everywhere. Gees... How can i not see it? Nobody knows better than yourself. But sometimes, somebody can see what you can't. It will always be like that.

So keep this in mind that "Nothing comes easy in life."

Well, I've ever came across a quiz that symbolize your life. I find it quite interesting. You just have to pick the most like animal to the least. Without knowing that each of the animal have their own symbols to your career, love, family and darn... i forgot the other two! Haha. Dammit.

Shit!

What is it..........

Is it money and friends?

I think so. Haha. Takleh jadi cikgu siak aku. Fail! Fail! Boleh buang certificate aku already! Hahahaha.

I'll check it out again. Sape nak gi layan aku....

Hm...

Ape eh??!!!!! Ni part ni aku tak suke. Da syiok2 alih2 lost. Ish... ni mesti aku takle tdo lagi ni malam. Banyak pikiran wey~

Makin tua Makin bongok. Lol.

Cut the crap.

Ok korg tunggu ape lagi?... Cerite da abes da tadi. Hahahahak.

Jemput datang di lain hari ye....

Byebye

2009-03-14T19:53:00.005+08:00

Yellow dirty fellow~

Spent a quality time wih mother n brother just now. We went to lucky plaza to have our lunch at Nasi Ayam Penyet RIA and then to IKEA Alexandra. I think i have to learn from abang on how to be kind to mother. Haha. I really need to be more sensitive to her feelings already. If i were to have kids in future, i wouldn't want my kids to treat me like how i treated my mother. I want them to show me affection. Hahak. Ni baby ganyut aku ni dah jadi macam aku... Cukuplah dengan layanan seorang ni.

Im envious of abang. So very the manje with mother. He jokes around with her, he never raises his voice at her, he never say No to her. Simple say, he'll do anything just to make her happy. Even when mother is upset or crying, he knows what to do to ease her down and make her smile. A simple hug and kiss is enough. Im so touched when i see him doing all that. As for me, i did the same thing too BUT... only when i make her upset. Lol! Aku tahu aku notty. Pasal aku selalu jadi pembuli bila pat rumah. But apart from all that, i do LOOOOVE her as much as my brother does! Cuma kadang2 aku paiseh la.. da jadi pembuli mesti kene step tegas mah. Wkakaka. Padahal dorg seme taktau yg aku pun sedey jugak bila aku buat mak aku sedeh. I love you so much Mother!!! Muacksssss. Both you and abah are my most precious gifts i've ever had in this world. Im truly grateful and lucky to have the both of you. Never for a second i would forget about the both of you. Thank you mother. Thank you father. And also thank you abang for loving me. Even though you know at times i like to talk behind your back.. Hahaha. Im just concern about you actually. Perasan elder sister...yakidee yaak.. haaaa. I love you all.

Hmm... oh.... and to my baby Big boy, good luck with the fishes ok. Hahaha. Muacks. Weeee! Im so excited that your birthday is coming!. Haha. Macam la birthday aku pulak. Ok baby, happy fishing~

Hahahahak. Cute kan kite....

2009-03-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

It's Friday e Thirteen... again? Anyway, what's so special about it? Can anyone let me know?

Urgh im beginning to have so many bubbles poppin out of my head.Sometimes i do compare myself with some others whom i don't even know. It's funny when you think about it. Compare and complain. Lol.

I couldn't sleep well lately or shall i say, i'm having difficulties to sleep? Whenever i'm outside with my friends or with hubby & friends, i will tend to talk less. At times i like it that way. Let others do the talking while i just stay put, listening to them or just daydreaming rather than always being the chatterbox. So my fellow friends, don't get me wrong next time k. Especially Omar H. I know what you are thinking my dear bro. =) Not once but twice. Khee..

Ouh, before i forgot i would like to congratulate you Mr Haslam. Your driving skills were super Power dat day, for someone who've passed just for few hours. Hahaa. Will there be more?

And one more thing, says who life starts at the age of 23? Haha. Maybe not for you la hor.. hahak. Anyway, im still waiting for the karaoke pictures.

Hm...

What else...

Actually there's more to say, but thanks to Babyboy... for interrupting me while im in the middle of something... Ish you just waitttttt k hunny! Im gonna chop2 you!

Adios guys..

2009-03-12T16:33:00.005+08:00

Sumpah aku nye darah tengah boiling! Cekik darah punya company sial ni. Takleh nampak aku senang. Main darah siak. Urgh. Just wait! I won't let you escape just like that. Kau nak main dengan undang2 singapore government kan. Don't ever test my patience. If it's about money, i dare go to the extent la pundek! Korg dalam senyap hold our payslip, for two months aku tunggu time aku masih tgh keje, sekarang da masok 3rd month baru nak kasi? eh jangan pk aku lupe bila, sesaat pun tak akan lupa la eh.

buto bikin kelakar nampak urgent leave considered as unpaid leave. we are entitled for our leave la suar. sblom nak buat business pat sini, lebeh baik kau gi blajar dulu ok binatang? Eh sial punya mama kedekut nak mampos. KORG TU MENUMPANG KAT NEGERI ORG. FUCK! BETTER GET THIS IN YOUR BRAIN. THIS IS NOT MUMBAI DA DEYYYY!! NOT MUMBAIII!! AND WE ARE NOT YOUR SLAVE YOU KANINA BASTARD. WE HAVE RULES AD REGULATIONS HERE!

I'LL MAKE SURE THAT STUPID COMPANY WILL GO BANKRUPT SO JUST GET READY TO PACK UP YOUR STUFFS TO BRING BACK TO YOUR COUNTRY YOU FOOLS. DON'T PLAY WITH ME OK. I'VE DONE IT BEFORE, I DIDN'T WANT TO DO IT AGAIN...BUT TOO BAD YOU'RE REALLY ASKING FOR IT.

LET THE GAME BEGIN.

Maia Maria da balik bungkus.

Korg pun nak jugak ke sayang..............

2009-03-11T17:17:00.002+08:00

i just hate it when whatever i've drafted, went POOF! just like that. Urgh. Hate it! Hate it!

thanks to the very low connectivity down here. takpe, tak pasal.

anyway, aku da kirei kirei previous posts. da naik boring aku tengok bende tu tercegak kat situ. lol.

til next time...

i'll make a proper update.

adios people.

ahh da nak hujan!!

2009-03-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

Life never comes easy.

Baby big boy says, "No pain No gain."

Life is a mystery to be lived in, not a problem to be solved.

It takes 20 years to build a reputation and 5 mins to ruin it. If you think about that, you will do things differently.

When things go wrong in your command, start searching for the reason in increasing large circles around your own two feet.

Thank you dear for your quotes. =)

2009-03-04T00:25:00.009+08:00

Why is it when u need something badly, things won't come to your way? Why! Why must it happen that way?

People always say, "When you really want something, you have to work hard for it." Do you agree with it? Frankly, if you were to ask me, I would say i don't know whether to agree or not. You see, if the things are really meant to go your way, then it surely will. But if it's not, it won't happen even if you've tried with lotsa attempts. Correct me if i'm wrong. It's like if it happen, it happens.

Life is unpredictable. Some people might say that whatever that happen, has happened or is happening to them its already written. But im sure those who are against these people would object and say its actually they themselves decides for what is happening to them. True enough? So what's the story of your life? You decide. As for me, let nature takes its course. I know one way or another i will succeed. Insyaallah. Maybe not now. But i'll pray hard it will work out someday.

I had different intention of blogging. I thought i wanted to pour my heart out but it just seems like i couldn't do it. It's just not me. Im not used to telling people about my personal life. Maybe at times i do really need someone to talk to, but most of the time i will keep things to myself. Its like "for what are you telling people about this and that when you are still with that person or still do have feelings for them? to tell people that you are d angel? cmon, i bet you have your own flaws too right? Remember there is never a one person's fault in a relationship. Don't just say boy-girl relationship, it goes the same to friendships too. In fact, it applies to everything you do in life."

Howell, do you think i talk too much? Haha. I do.

Well, just a little piece of advice, respect people respectively regardless of who they are, how they look like, why they are acting in that manner etc. etc. Or maybe you can take me as an example... Kalau dorang da melebih atau da gone case, takmu layan sua. Tapi kalau da mendak and nak some excitement, layankan je. Agak-agak kalau da boring kasi ikan lain makan. Hahahahahaha. Tak paham kan? Takpela...

That's all i've got for now. Til then, Goodnight friends.

-edited-
PS: Babe, muka yg thumbnail ko tu macam Nuraliza Osman. Haha tu pasal dorg choose tu gambar! Hahak. Well, i've just voted for you!! All the best!!!! Aku tak jadi participate pasal aku pendek la. Hahahaha. Minimum ht is 1.65. *Giggles* You go Syasya!

2009-03-03T20:42:00.008+08:00

Bored nye...

Ah! Jom kiter tengok gambar together gether...

Sorry eh, gambar da basi aru nak post... Khee

K la, cincai la hor...

Btw ni gambar taken on d 10 feb 09. Kiter tiga da takde arah tujuan.. Lepak pat Starbuck Plaza Sing den gi Botanic Garden. Da macam maid2 la kita. Lol. Betul.... Tak caya gi tengok gmbr pat bawah tu.

hahaha k ah takde mood and otak tgh buntu. ya, memang takde motive jugak la ni entry. hurhur. ok aku tak tau nak uat ape ni skg. LAME sungguh.

Hm... pardon my sms-type spelling grammar. haa. makcik aku pernah cakap it looks like alien nye language n she barely understands it. Lol!

K ah da nampak sangat ni entry hasil org pemalas.

And oh! Kakak ni fierce ah bawak krete.. Bole jadi Singapore first F1 ladydriver ok. Dia la orang wanita pertama yg aku pernah tompang yg sangat2 aggresif bila memandu. Mai ajar aku sikit! Lol!

Toodles!

2009-03-03T01:02:00.008+08:00

cool!

hey look what i've got!

goodieee!

there's more. but im lazy to upload the rest.

you can't possibly expect me to post it all right?

freak~

taktau ke da pukul brape.

hurhur.

thank goodness i've stored it somewhere safe. weeeeeeeeeee!

excited gitu dapat retrieve balik gambar2 lama.

good night people!

ps: sape2 ada simpan gmbr aku, aku nak!! tak kisah la tahun brape punye. rindu gmbr lama uh. =)

2009-03-02T19:34:00.005+08:00

aku tgh bored.

cepat sak da bulan tiga. tiap hari without fail aku mesti buat calculation... pasal umur aku. haha. ape nak jadi dengan aku. kesian kan? orang kire duit, aku kire lain. hahak.

em... lame ah...

tak biasa ah hidup gini. dulu boleh la... skg aku rasa rimas sangat. so many restrictions. money talks. dats lame!

ni skrg aku tgh sort. cibai btul. org yg da lama tak contact aku mesti ckp aku ilang. bodo peh anjang! tak paham2 pe aku bz bodo. korg busy aku tak cakap pape. dasar anak suar. asik aku aje yg kene. matrip sukun betul. binget sial org2 gini. abeh dah tu takpe... sembarang aje info cakap aku da kahwin. duet lum cukup nak kawin ape setan. pathetic siak. hidup aku dari dulu mcm gini eh. important sangat ke aku sampai jadi bualan org.

nak kata aku anak menteri...tidak
nak kata aku artist terkenal... jauh sekali
nak kata aku kacau hidup korg... ishh takde masa la.
nak kata aku hutang korg... lagi tak dapat!

mungkin aku hot sangat la sampai korg cari alasan just to get my attention. LOL! WHAT THE FUCK.

yg gossip lau perempuan tu aku paham la.. ni jantan siak. belalai! kalahkan makcik quarters!

ok la maybe der's nothing wrong...dia tersalah timing and oso tersalah cakap. Lol.

Baik2 ade sumting nak blog, jadi takde motive seh. k ahhhhhhhh..

i'l make a proper update next tym aje la k...

sayonara.....

ps: tag2 gmbr smlm k kak! thnx

Feel the meaning...

2009-03-01T00:32:00.003+08:00

Seumpama rama rama
Terbang bebas di udara tanpa ada halangan
Aman damai suka suka
Riang ria tanpa ada rasa duka sengketa
Rama rama...

Expresif dirimu menawan hatiku
Ingin aku terbang bersamamu
Melihat karenah Melihat telatah
Manusia yang sering telagah

Exspedisi ini bagai tiada henti
Kan menjadi antologi diri
Terhentilah mimpi Terhapuslah sepi
Sanubari yang lebih berani

Terminal yang pasti
Salju fitrah hati
Kerna yang sejati
Tiada gentar lagi

Terbanglah ke sini mencari abadi
Terbanglah ke mari mencari hakiki

Seumpama rama rama
Melewati panorama yang penuh warna warni
Tawan bunga Tawan taman
Dengan aksi lincah
Berputik hidup yang harmoni
Rama rama

2009-02-26T17:51:00.002+08:00

hehehe.

Let's kirei kirei~

Congratulations! Like finally i have my very own hate-tagger. Khee..

I guess this idiot must be my one & only. Haha.

So memang aku da sangkakan entry macam gitu mengundang kontroversi.. Eheeek. So tak gunalah eh aku letak "ps" kat situ. It's just like another "PS" kinda thing yea..

Let us all give a warm welcome to........ Passerby

Helo passerby!
pls pass by more often ok...
comments by u are 'greatly appreciated' thanx =)

Lu rock wa punya socks la... \m/.
;p

2009-02-25T18:03:00.006+08:00

Im down with a HIGH fever right after taking medication as prescribed by the doctor. I thought i would have a speed recovery, but no. It got worse! Damn this nose. I feel like taking it out, dry it and put it back in place. Haha. My voice sounds like the malaysian rock singer, Ella. Em... no, no. Ella is not sengau. Haha. But maybe our voices will sound the same if we get sick. Lol.

Im still weak but im very bored. So a quick update will help. =) Im glad im feeling a little bit better though. Unlike yesterday, i barely did anything. Doze off a few seconds after swallowing those pills, tablets and the cough syrup(emm.. i like!). And will only wake up when it's time for me to take the medicine again. Aku suspect e obat too strong uh, pasal sekarang ni tgh back pain. Penyakit la aku ni. Haha. Sepatutnye kiter orang muda should be strong. Aiya... I wonder how nanti kalau da kahwin beh nak carry baby for 9 months inside tummy. Confirm aku jadi macam orang tak bermaya eh.. Bikin keje sikit aje da penat, sakit, nak rest. Lol.

Ok dun melalut eh kin... Em, but what if i can't get pregnant? Pasal aku banyak sangat penyakit? Urhh.. This is what happen when you're home alone! Save me please....

Aku ok la. It's just a random thought that happened to appear in my mind. hurhur

Byebye

ps: sorry to those who felt uncomfortable reading this entry.

2009-02-24T11:36:00.005+08:00

=(

I'm sick. Couldn't sleep peacefully last night. Should i go to the clinic later? Em.... We'll see how. Darn~ It's scorching hot outside. Where's the rain? Haha. Ok that is such a lame thing to say.

Oh ya, Damn! Did you know i've gained 3kg last week? Oh my god. No wonder it's flabby everywhere! You imagine, just for few days and i've gain alot! I've been eating alot ever since i've been staying at home.

AHHH!

My throat is burning just like the hot sun out there. Can you just gimme a break or sumtin?...

2009-02-23T19:33:00.004+08:00

Kadang-kadang aku tak paham sangat dengan orang yang tak sedar diri ni tau.
You are making a fool out of yourself. What's there to boast? What do you achieve? What did you get? A trophy? Token of Appreciation? Lol. Im saying this in general. It could be about anything. (",)

Tapi gerek tau layankan orang-orang macam paham gini.
Just look at my new blogskin. I don't intend to tell the whole world that i own this and that. Cmon, don't tell me that you think im proud of it? Haha. If you do, congratulations! Let's be friends. Haa.

Actually i've just received a phonecall from someone. And he's behaving like one of 12390829380 people that i've came across. lol. Dude, i think you've talked to the wrong person laa. Im so not interested in your story ok. So what if you've modified your Super Four? So what if your team is a touring team? So what if you're going to take out a bigger cc bike? Hahaha. Big deal? Dude, let me tell you this, you are just like many others. And can i tell you something? I think i know what will happen next... Hahak. Hope to talk to you soon.

Hokay, it seems like i wanna share with you a story about this lady. I've been telling stories about this lady over and over again, but i just can't stop telling. Haha. I guess, she's the one to inspire me to talk about all this nonsensetical stuffs. Lol. Oh well, guess i will just stop talking about her. Even though it's a very good story to share.

Hahaha, feeling2 cikgu nampak. Entah storybook tu wujud ke tidak. Em....... (-.^)

Alright, i will write again some other day. Til then, have a great week people! Take care.

Vitamin C - Friends Forever

2009-02-21T04:06:00.007+08:00

I just love this picture.

But I love these people in the photo, MORE!

Like what Eda once said, "Oh my god i can't believe we're actually talking about marriage now!"

And also least expected, TLC words i could hardly get to hear from the eldest one, "Don't worry, all of us love you so much"

Oh my god. For once i felt appreciated. Urrh... i just don't know the right word to use or to describe. But, there's just this wonderful feeling that makes you go = haaaarh~ kinda thing. Suweeeeeet kan! Lol.

Well, they were there for me back then and they are still here with me now...

I lied, if i were to say that we never had any arguments or that everything's perfectly fine between us. This is life and we're all human beings. Nobody's perfect. And all of us learns from mistakes. Hm...tapi taktau lak abgnye nye kes. wakakaka.

Anyway, do keep in mind that deep inside, i will always treasure you guys. Even though at times, someone will just get on my nerves! LOL.

Hm.. pelik eh. Asal korg baca mesti ada je tau ni sentence keluar kan? Sana sini ada je yg gets on my nerves. Hahahaha. Eh tapi betul pe... Shtooopid. K k... da.. hope to see you guys around soon.

Oh my, just look at the time now.

Im off to sleep. Happy viewing!

randomness

2009-02-20T19:23:00.004+08:00

haha.

I was surprised to receive a msg from Eda yesterday... I smiled..nah laughed? Actually aku tersenyum2 sendiri bila baca msg dari dia..coz i find it funny but cute. Haiya this abang of mine ah.. Cekik darah tau. Sembarang aje cakap aku merajok. Lol. Dah tu, macam biasa la.. da taktau ape nak cakap, dia nak escape. Lol.

Haiya.. Makin tua makin kiyoot la gelagat dorang. Oops.. Takla setua mana la... Still young.. stil young k. hehehe.

Ok i went to AMK this morning. For what?... SMRT roadshow la. Damn. It's so crowded. Too crowded.

So, i don't think i will be going to Career Jobfair tomorrow at Bedok.

Guess i will just wait for the next jobfair which falls on the 27 feb.

Uh-oh! I think it's better if i bid goodbye now, before i get disconnected again. Haha.

Charlow beteh!

2009-02-17T20:02:00.006+08:00

Something must be wrong somewhere.

HUGE SIGH

I admit i haven't been spending time with my friends. I know somebody is upset about something. So am i. Im disappointed too. Oh my god. I couldn't believe this is happening again. Why can't you guys just respect me as it is? If i can not interfere in your personal life, why must you? Just because im engaged?...

Ish.. aku sedeh sangat.

I thought you guys knows about my shift work?
This is not an excuse fucking shit cause im quite pissed off. Pissed off when people likes to assume or say things about me.

Sigh...

Maybe its my fault...

Ya... my fault...

Put the blame on me, when you guys don't know anything.
Put the blame on me, when what i do is to make you upset.
Put the blame on me... While you still can...

I'm sorry for not having the time to spend or contact you, my friends.
I'm sorry for you, my friends for not understanding my situation.
I'm sorry for making you guys think that i'm always busy with my boyfriend.

JUST BLAME IT ON ME.

Sigh.

Can i get a peace of mind please?

It's bugging me!

PRETTY PLEASE...
Just put the blame on me. Yes. Sampai bila2 ok.

Ida Dearest... ='(

Who says im always busy with my boyfriend?..

(edited)

Look, take her as an example. Eventhough we did not get to contact each other for more than half a year, both of us respect and understands each others' situation. That is why i love her to bits and pieces. Eventhough she couldn't managed to attend to my events, i don't blame her or sulk.

You see guys, this is how a friend should be.

Relax. Don't be so stuck up.
Respect. She's got her own life, friends, loved ones etc..
Understand. Dont get jealous if she's having fun time with others and also to get along well with her.
Trustworthy is a must.

All in a package.

Thank you Ida...

I love you always.

2009-02-16T16:09:00.004+08:00

One minute i have so many stories to share but come the next minute, my mind went totally blank.

Yessa! It's going to rain soon... A few minutes? Or no, maybe a few seconds later???
The weather's been humid for these past few days. Don't you think so too?

Eh!

Thank god. Dah hujan =)

Anyway i'm glad that babyboy and the rest are safe throughout their journey.
Haiya... Next time bring me along la. I just don't understand them guys. Are we ladies a burden to them? Hee.

Well, i've got a job offer. But it's not the kind of job im looking for. Still, shift work. Hey i don't mind if they are offering me a higher pay. I can grab it first til i get a normal working hours job. But NAH. That is not going to happen. And I don't think its worth it anyway. I've been in that line and i bet i'll make the biggest mistakes and will regret one second after stepping my foot in that place. God gracious.

Nevermind. I shall wait patiently and try again until i find that door. The door that is open for me. The door that will lead me to victory. Ehem.. steady pom pi pi la seh..

Alright let's drop the subject. Rezeki ada dimana2..Betul tak kawan2? Herh.

Hm...
I don't why. Lately i just love to daydream. Dreaming of what i wanna be... I should have thought about this when i was younger. Well, i guess im just too young to decide back then and im too late to have ambitions now. Am i?

Damn it. Maybe it's because i keep on listening to Pussycat Dolls song titled "When I Grow Up". Hahahaha.

Who doesn't want to be Famous?
or Be a star? People will know you...

Who doesn't wanna be rich?
Or drive nice cars?
And travel around the world?

I want!!! I want!!!

And making a difference in other people's life. Especially those unfortunate ones.

Like Princess Diana.
Get what i mean?

Haha. Ya, i know. Fantasies.

So is there something wrong with me lately?

Well...

Whatever happens now or in the near future, only God knows.

Til then, my stories will end here.

Hope you've enjoyed reading...

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..
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Lov,
Precious
xox

Happy Valentines

2009-02-14T16:11:00.002+08:00

Happy Love2 Day Ya'll.

Enjoy!

Penang Trip

2009-02-13T20:31:00.005+08:00

Few more hours left.

And you're off to Penang.

Take care and ride safely. I will always pray for your safety.

Selamat pergi...
Selamat pulang sayang.

I love you. It's more than just words.

Enjoy your trip babylove...

xoxoxo
Precious

2009-02-13T16:38:00.001+08:00

HAHA BIKIN KELAKAR NAMPAK?

WHY MUST YOU SPOIL IT?

GEREK NYEEEEEEEER.... AKU TYPE DA PANJANG2.. DA POST GMBR.. NI YG AKU DAPAT?

POKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEMON LA.

SHIIT HAPPENS...

EE~~~

2009-02-03T22:07:00.002+08:00

I believe that the time has come. Im confident with myself and those decisions i've made.

I believe that the grass is greener on the other side.

And i believe that when He closes one door, another door will open.

"Take this as an obstacles you have to go through in life. Things can become complicated when u get older." -Thanks dear for your words of encouragement.

I'm leaving. And like what i've vowed, i'm bringing every single little thing with me. The Love, The Happiness, The Memories, The Pain, The Sufferings, The Fun, The Soul... Everything that i've gone through with everyone of you..... It's been wonderful to be a part of the team.

Thanks.

Keep in touch everyone.

2009-01-30T08:50:00.002+08:00

alamak

bosan nye.

aku nak edit blog aku, tapi takde gambar pat dlm laptop ni. nak link orang pun malas. MALAS tapi nak! haiya.

ni semua mouse punya pasal ah.

kite tengok la camne nanti

2009-01-28T08:30:00.009+08:00

Hey!

(checking back on my last update)
What? Many things happened in just a week?? Let me say it one more time. Only ONE Week?

Oh my.. So the lambat.

Why do time slows down when we are feeling lonely?...

***

Hm, should i just blog about it? Hm.... I bet it's not going to be exciting anymore.

Er... guess i should. Just to kill the time ya?

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Well, it somehow related to one of the tag by Edaa. Haa.

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Anyway, Eda n i went to Jurong Point last week. Cut the story short, we went to eat ice cream at haagen dazs.
Forward... Stop! Forward abit... STOP! Play. Aaahh just nice.... =)

I couldn't remember what we were talking about at that point of time.

Then, come this guy (at the age of 30+) looking and smilling at the both of us while he walked away. So the both of us was like "What the hell sia". We managed to lanchaowei about him for awhile until he U-turn back to us and here goes his stupid lame act....

Guy: Awak yang saya suruh datang audition dengan Nur Atikah kan?

Me & Eda: Huh?

Guy: Awak kan yang saya suruh datang dengan Atikah. Atikah jeritan sepi, eaglevision.

Me: Ah? Tak ah. Tak kenal pun Atikah. Jeritan sepi pun saya tak tengok. (Cui baju dia ada logo eaglevision ke tak. Pasal introduction dia mcm mepek. Lol)

Den dia repeat nama Nur Atikah la, Jeritan Sepi la, Eaglevision la, TV12 laa.. haha TV12 zaman kanak2 strawberry la ok. Hahaha. Entah eh, dats wat Eda heard him mentioning TV12. LOL!

Then the guy looks up.

Guy: Awak nak jumpe Gurmit Singh tak?

Me: Er?

Guy: Awak nak tengok Aaron aziz live?

Guy: Kalau awak nak, awak pergi Pandan.

Cut, cut! Hahahahaha. Kekek siak aku teringat alik. Hahaha sial nye jantan. Aku ingat dia nak cakap apa la... sekali suruh gi pandan. lol. bodo tol.

Then he said: Bukan apa, saya suka tengok(dia cut stgh jln) awak ni ada commercial look. Saya suka orang yang ada commercial look. Awak minat tak?

Me: (Giving a BIG Question mark face) Harh? Commercial look. (Ye ke?)

Guy: Taktau apa tu commercial look eh? Looks up again..

Me: (Actually paham apa dia bebual, cuma curious nak tengok apa langkah selanjut dia) Urrh...

Guy: (Ketuk2 kat tembok) Awak tengok ni (At that point of time aku lost, otak jam kejap. Pape dia bual aku tak take note pasal aku heran ape kene dia tunjuk tembok sbelah kita sedangkan dia nak explain psl commercial look. Takde kene mengene kaaan)

Me & Eda: (kita dua lost. Eda da malas nak layan. haha)

After tat, debak debuk dia da bual...

Guy: Jadi awak minat tak? Nak tak?

Me: Minat?...

Guy: Sekarang awak nak taknak? Looks up again

Me: errr... entah. sembarang uh.

Guy: (Looking up again, for godness sake...) Takde saya tanye, kalau awak nak, awak bagi nomber telefon awak.

Me: Tak boleh ah.

Guy: Kenapa tak boleh? Kalau awak nak, bagi saya number awak.

Me: Takleh ah. Mana tahu ni main2. Macam ne nak tahu betul ke tak.

Eda: Takde dik, kau tanye tunang kau dulu bole tak. Kau gi cal tunang kau. Gi tanye.

Lelaki tu tros muke STUN LA SIAK. HAHAHAHAA..

Guy asking Eda: Mintak maaf, dia da ada tunang eh? Oh! Mintak maaf eh.

Beh tros dia blah. Wakakakakaka

Ini macam punye olang pun ada hor? Aku rasa aku org ke brape ratus uh. Dia confirm boring eh asik kasi script canggih2 tapi tak dpt nomber. Hahahahaha. What the hell.

Sorry brother, better luck next time!

My life-saver for d day. According to my baby bonchie. Hahaks!

Pardon for the bad picture quality produced by my hp.

***

Anyway, went to Arab St last Saturday. Had a great evening with you guys. Who? My nozomi brothers laaaaa... Who else. Pantat korg asik aku aje eh kene. Haha. Yelah aku kan bahan kekek korg. Bahan kene kutuk. Lol. Naseb aku sungguh hot,hip,COOL dan happening. Kalau tak, nahas korg. Hahak!

***

I MISS MAK & ABAH. I LOVE THEM LOTS.

***

Sigh. Im just jealous of em lovebirds that can communicate well with one another. Is it just my luck or is it just me? Well what to do. Hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu. Sakit hati sangat2.

And to those whom it may concern, especially this makcik. I don't need for you to repeat and telling me everytime we meet that "tunang banyak dugaan" bla bla bla. Makcik, bukan saya nak kurang ajar. Saya tak suka la dengar gitu. In fact, not only that. In life, we have to face a lot of obstacles right. In different aspect. Am i right makcik. People, I may be young but don't underestimate me ok. And to those who declare themselves to be old at the age of 25 below, u better read this. You people should appreciate that you are still young ok. You know why m i saying all this stuff as if im old enough? Becoz i mixed alot with older people and from my point of view, i felt pity for them becos maybe they don't get to enjoy while they are stil young. That's why now then want to haf fun. Wakakakakaka. Peace .\/.. brothers.
You guys look young laaa.. haha.. walaupun da 30 above, kawan2 aku tetap cakap korg nampak muda. Hahaha.

Alright i'm outta 'ere.

2009-01-20T01:05:00.008+08:00

Yipee!

Should i post my engagement pictures here?

Hm.....

Maybe i should. But just ONE will do.

Ok. That's all. Hehehe. Took this picture after everything's done.

A memorable day. Felt like a superstar. Lotsa paparazzi & mamarazzi. And, shall i say, they just can't get enough of me? Hahak. Yelaah aku perasan je mau lebeh. ;p

Next topic...

Believe it or not, i rode on this bike. Pardon me, im not boasting just sharing. Hahaha. Thanks to my dear friend, Shahrudyn, for putting a trust on me and giving me the opportunity to feel the difference riding on a class 2 bike. Even if it's only for a short distance.

I really misses you guys so much ever since you guys departed. You guys have been e greatest brothers in nozomi i've had. And not forgetting our sister too(Efa). Thank you for the joyous moments even though at times u guys get on my nerves. Most of the times, by right. =)

And Mr Khaimil, aku kenang jasa kau jugak ok. Hee. I know you are reading this.

Kus - Our big brother.
Yasin - Our nozomi imam.
Dol - my nozomi buddy.
Shahrudyn - Our succhesshful of all.
Lan - Our nozomi r6 racer maut.
Shafiq - Abg sapitos kiter.
Efa - Our nozomi senorita.
Farid - Our nozomi Father.
Hakim, Saleh, Rosman and many others.

Not forgetting the one who intro-ed me to this job, without him i wouldn't get a chance to know this great bunch of people hiding in Nozomi. Thank you so much Safri. And thank you everyone for everything. You guys know what i mean right? We've been through thick and thin together at one point of time in our life working there. I will never forget you guys. Do keep in touch and take care always. All the best in searching for a new prospect in life.

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Without realising it, it feels good to be the youngest among the rest. Ahhh! At times i admit i missed being bullied. At times only! Jumpe aku takya nak bully eh! NO NEED FOR THAT. Hahahaha. KNN!

Can't wait to meet you guys again!

Alright, i guess i'll end here for now.

Take care always.

Much love from me,
Precious

2009-01-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

At times when things doesn't seems to go right, think again.

Hm... I wonder why do they say, Diamond are girl's bestfriend? The bigger, the better?

Is it a must to live and enjoy your life to the fullest? How about those who are less fortunate than some of us?

Hm..............
So many questions poppin out.
I wonder.

2009-01-18T01:05:00.007+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Aloha y'all!

At last!! Just got back from my business trip. Hahaha. Macam paham jek!

Well, like finally...got my lappie done. Not really in good health though. For now, it is. But, like wat i was told, it can last for another 6 to 12 months. So be good lappie n listen to mummie. Err anyone wanna buy me a new one? A gift for my wedding perhaps? Haahahahaha. Wat the hell.

Dearr.... laptop for my dulang? Wakakakaka.

K whatever for now.

Well well.... it's 1.12 am now and im still up. Will be working later at 8.30am to...... 8.30pm. What a great weekend~ Baaah!

I went to Singapore Expo just now, or shall i say yesterday?

So what is my purpose?

To buy kebab?
To see the Bridal Fashion Show?
To 'tangkap jambu'?
or Just For fun?

yadaaaa yadaaaa yadaaaa....

Haahaha. Hm, survey2 laa... Kan ada pameran. Doinks!

Guess who i bumped into?

Edaaaaaah - step tak kenalll jekk.. hahahaha.

Mentang la kiter tak glamor dgn kebab kiter, ada orang tu taknak tegur sey! Wakakaka.

Dan tak lain dan tak bukan, Syasya Alicia Keys kiter!! Eyyy tu nick legend dia ok, tym kat mIRC. Hahak!

Beb, kiter baru nak feeling2 nak amek gambar dgn awak, supermodel..hee. Hm tapi berbantut sey. Sobbb.. Haaaz. =)
Hopefully there's another chance or 2nd chance or chan mali chan pun ok.

Okla, anyway.... Please allow me to syiok sendiri for a minute... There's this Kakak from RH Bridal non-stop say i look like Norish Karman!!! TAPI time dia muda2 dulu daaa... Aaaahh aiseh.. Haahaa. Takpela, JANJI HAPPY walaupun sesungguhnya aku tahu aku ni siapa... =( Aniway, thanks Bibiq! Lain kali takyah laa susah2 bilang colleague2 kakak... i shy u know. Lau nak bilang, bilang i look like beyonce aje! KheeHeeHee..

AHH? APA DIA KAK?

HAHAHAHA..

Hmm.. Alright, enough of bull-shitting.

Anyway, before i sign off i would like to say millions thanks to those who've come to my engagement and for the wishes as well. And i deeply apologise to those who were not invited and were'nt told abt my engagement day as it was a small affair. I truly hope u guys won't take it to heart and if gods willing i will invite you guys to my big day next year!! =D Insyaallah.

Btw, congrats to nanachica! We both shared the same date! Herh. Once again nana, congratulations and semoga kekal hingga ke akhir hayat. Insyallah. Amin.

Alright that's all for now.

Sweet dreams peeps.

GOODNIGHT.

2008-12-15T10:26:00.005+08:00

I think something is missing...

something in my life...

soon... comes 2009... a whole new chapter for me.

Hopefully the new year will bring more luck for me... a better prospect in life... career wise, money wise, love.... health... family & friends... Insyaallah.

Mana tahu kalau hati ni terbuka nak sambung belajar lagi ke. Semua kalau terjadi pun dengan gerakanNya. FYI, i'm no longer interested in pursuing my studies. But, if it happens..it happened. Right?

Well, i just feel like posting a picture of me n him.

You'll get to see it later.

For now, i want to complain!!!

Mata aku kene tembel lagi ahhh... Geram nye aku!! Baru setengah bulan seh keje 12 hours night shift... da dua kali ni aku kene!! Stupid kan!! I want to look good ok. It's not the time for you to come ok sty. No, not pig sty ok. Hahahahaa.. Nabeh. Better go away la pls......... Don't come near me. Please.. This isn't the right time. Or perhaps i shall say, it NEVER WILL be. Haaha.

Okla, here's a picture of the two of us.

Hm.....

Ok tu je. Takde motive. Gotta get some precious sleep now.

Mornin.

Don't Worry, Be Happy!

Oh, it's already Monday? I thought its only Friday. So fast ah? What the hell did i do last Fri?? Ishhhhh cepatnyeeeeeeeeeee...

K k ceep ceep now.

2008-12-12T08:08:00.006+08:00

sesungguhnya aku hot sangat sangat

ek.. bukan this is why i'm hot kinda thing ok.

i m so F-pissed off. Damn this laptop la. Now i cannot do that "thing" using this lappie! Useless!!! Dah cantik-cantik aku buat. Dah save...END UP BURN GITU. Eh -eh! Bulat2 ok aku kene. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmph!!!

Can anyone please help me?. Urgh.

THANKS ALOT EH LAPTOP. SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP.

On another note, i got to drive again! best..best...best... hahahhahaahah. dasar jakon macam belum ada lesen punye budak. boo! Thank you Khoon.

No, no... i should thank Wati this time round. And for your info, bukan aku yg nak pinjam. Pasal malangnye dorg seme takde lesen n cuma harapkan aku je. Hahahaha. Harh baguskan? Dah korg yg takde lesen tu gi la amek cepat2 k. Pastu aku quit jadi chauffer. Korg pulak amek giliran. Puas hatiiii ok. Tapi pls eh, time amek lesen takmu excited sampai yek nye nak semacam plus big deal gitu la. u know i know. lol.. Astagar.... Dah-dah. Stop. Serupa makcik blok kan.. hahak

Oh! Hm.... yg tahu, tahulah....

Nxt on d list for New Year........

A new cadar for me.... hm..................... keje kat wdls pun susah sgt ke nak singgah cozwey.. duh.
Nk kene beli something at bugis lagi........
N oso hair thing.

Kedai kedai... kedai kalau ada kaki kan bagus.
Dtg rumah kita... Asik kita g kedai aje...

k DUH... wait...

DUH

k much better...

Alryt la...... Nak tido.

Morning.

friends, pls i need your help. preferably with printer. thank you. do call me.

2008-12-09T08:57:00.004+08:00

the boyfriend said that im acting so weird.

yes, i admit i do. i've plenty of stuffs to say but i prefer to save it all n stay quiet.

i guess im just too tired.

Weekends was well spent..Damn it was fun! Went fishing with the Wujud's!! Ey, i'm not that bad for a First Timer ok. I caught a crab! Hahaha. Dear caught a bigger crab with the egg and Jonet caught a catfish. But a small one je... So much for a champion ey Net~

Fishing is sure lots of fun when you have the interest n perseverance.

I was bored at first. I took a stroll alone at the beach. Came to a shelter where i saw nana n zz with their group of friends playing cards. Sat with them for awhile. After that i went back to check whether they'd caught anything...but there's still nothing.

so me n ajak layan one another. Masing2 dah boring, buat experiment uh. Tapi tkd hasil jugak daa.. haha.

Ajak: Kin mari kita try new experiment. Udang dgn sotong. Haah. Kita tgk mana dorg makan, udang ke sotong.

So there's cacing, udang n sotong.

Agak2 apa yg dorg mkn?...

Ntah aku pun da lupa. Lol. Buat ape nak ingat lau takde yg tersangkut. Doinks.

After awhile, faizal asked if i can bring them to changi. Aku pun mcm paham tanye...kunci mana. WAHAHAHAHA. IT'S BEEN 9 MONTHS SINCE I DROVE A CAR OK. Dah berkarat lesen class 3 aku. Dah tu kene drive Manual car lagi. Waduhhh... Tapi so far alhamdulillah. Dah berkarat tetap masih skill ok. Hurhur.. Selalu kalau dorg suruh aku drive, confirm aku ckp taknak. Ntah apsal mood pat tepi pantai dat day agak lain sedikit.

Thanks ah koon for putting a trust on me.

Heee..
I likeee.

Best best best.. Nak pegi lagi pls...........

Herh, d next morning when not even one of us caught a fish, start perangai masing2. Wakakaka.

Guys...guys...

mana satu side buat fire. Confirm kecik2 tk pernah gi camp fire.

mana satu da boring main pasir... pastu tu terjun dalam laut nk check for ikan. dahtu takut bila aku nak campak bait. lol

mana satu kasi lawak bodoh pagi2 kat kedai kopi beh kene kutuk. ok fine i admit i was so the belo tak pay attention dahtu tanye soalan bodo... hahahahaha.

Damn it was fun...

This is what i would call Wujud.

And to dear, thanks huney. Bring me to this kind of outing again. Kan best...

Muacks

Happy day ahead y'all

2008-12-03T16:08:00.002+08:00

oh god.

i don't feel like going to work later. Ahhh... noo.... 8.30pm to 8.30am seh.. Pay is still not in yet. No mood ok. Eh, if i kena saman, i claim from em can? They're fault mah. Hold our pay. How d hell are we going to renew or pay our bills. They are such lame mofos. Ok yakideeyak... stop whining.

Oh~
Ok den...
Lets end here before i accidentally blurt out something.

You see... I always have the urge to blog about it. But its not the time yet. Give me time yea. Hahak.

2008-12-03T00:16:00.003+08:00

Haiya. I still haven't got my pay yet. How am i going to spend when i haven't got any money? Boohoo.

Anyway to those who've already knew by now, i would like to say a million thanks to u guys.

Wait for my next update hokay. See you lovelies.

Take care.

p/s: bleargh.. im thinking of changing to a new url. any idea anyone?... oh and i need to change to a new layout. help me anyone? howell, i think im gona get it done on d new year itself.. Hope so.

2008-12-01T14:39:00.003+08:00

holla people!

hm..

w.e.f 01.12.08, i will be working 12hours shift ok. no surprise. company full of nonsense. period.

pay day is over but gaji masih lum masok. how liddat? just wait je.

AWS tak dapat. company hold. sampai bila? ntah dorg peh suke lor.

Asal aku bilang2 pat blog? Saje2 je.

Dah... Busuk jugak blog aku... taik bersepah.

Ya...anihoos ladies in da house!! Pls support this new online shop selling lovely tops & dresses..Oh! not d model ok. Haha.

Let me direct u there...

alright.

Urgh im not in a mood to have a proper update. My bro room is so humid.
i Just can't think properly.

Til next update....

2008-11-18T20:21:00.011+08:00

HUGE SIGH...

I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING TO WORK LATER.

Hm... hello.

sigh now i don't know how or where to start. dah lost touch!

it's been 2 months plus since i last updated my blog right? yea i suppose so.

and now, im here for a reason.

In loving memories of Arwah Farouk (left)

Team Jahanam Rider46

This was the last shot i took for you at Pasir Gudang.

Eventhough it was already 4 months back, it's still fresh in my mind. Cause that was the last time we met. Maybe u already knew by then.

Like what Din told me on d day itself, if he would have listen to Din, he won't get himself injured in that crash. Din wanted to cancel d plan cause it's raining.. But he still insist of going since i've already invited him. I felt bad after d crash.

I should have listen to what u are trying to say.

I miss you my friend.

It was a shocking thing to get the news.

Sedih tetap sedih. But i know its beyond your control. He loves you more.

You've really been a great friend to me. Thank you for that. I harap u da maafkan segala kesilapan yg i buat terhadap u...dgn sengaje mahupun dgn tidak sengaje.

Sekarang hanya diiringi doa yg mampu ku berikan. Al fateha. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohMu. Amin.

Precious

KiN

P/S: To all riders out there, please ride extra safely k. Take care ya'll

2008-09-15T08:41:00.004+08:00

so i guess i'll be updating my last entry afterall.

few days back, i've terminated my maxonline.

my comp is still waiting for its respectful owners to come and collect them.
ya, im giving away my lcd screen monitor, webcam, mouse, keyboard n speaker just like that. but not my cpu. haha. sorry guys, i am taking out my hdd and then someone else is gona take it.

i never thought of giving it away at first. told my fren that im gona throw it all away but this fren of mine without segan silu, cakap dia nak. lol. and then the idea just came in. mana tak dalam byk2, dorg merebutkan lcd screen monitor pulak. webcam mahal2 dorg tk heran sgt. wakaka. pelik betul.

ok, i need to clear off all of my account. i'll leave friendster for u ok ida darling. u take care of dat acct. but if you too don't have d tym, just cancel d account for me alryt.

sayonara adios amigos.

selamat berpuasa.

and an advance wish to all the muslims out there, Selamat Hari Raya.

oh! to Pka...
advance happy birthday. Urs a day after mine ok. hehehe.

Cya all ard. Singapore mana2 lei nmpk k. Its d matter of time. haha.

2008-08-31T13:10:00.004+08:00

ok hello.

im down with a flu.

went to clinic. so ex hor.

well, ni aku kai laptop. selamat ada network siang2 hari gini.

tapi kesian ah cant do anything. can't upload pics and stuffs. but it's k. not gonna be long anyway. i need to go and have some rest cause i'l be working lata tonight. lucky thing tmr off.

yesterday went to eat at seoul garden for d first tym. and i was like leaving everything to d guys. hahahaha i dun no wat to do so might as well i learn by looking at em and tasting the food dat dey cook. haha. im such a great helper. but i cudnt get to join em for sheesha. how cud dey have more fun den me? i m so jealous. hahaha. but its k...i dun mind either. after dat wen to yazid's doter birthday party.

m so sorry cudnt join yaya n geng to arab st lata. im sick. angin ape alih2 dtg oso i duno. must kesiankan me ok people. hee.

ohhhh.. darn i cudn't post d pics taken during melalaking session wif my kakak2.
am missing u ladies ady laaa!!

wats d plan for dis yr rayaa? work? hahahaha shuddup la, puasa first den can think for dat k.

alright dats it for now. aku da ngantok stim biji tadi. haaaha.

itu saja buat masa ini. can pass around for me dat....comp aku DOWN!

thanks. so miss me many2 pls. cause it won't be easy to get through me.. cheyss.. mana nye vip je ek.. haaak. but frankly la, those who have been thru trying to get tru me will know. i wana have my own space now. for this fasting month. thank you.

sorry byk2 people.

much love.

Kin

BYE ALL!

2008-08-25T03:02:00.001+08:00

fuckadomas~

pffft...

comp down at d moment... sickening thing

cya

2008-08-25T02:13:00.002+08:00

damns..

aku merajok dgn computer aku.

been patient for this past few days.

too bad i have to use my daddy's lappie.

sorry comp. i think its time to throw u away?

shud i.....

err.. nvm.. been busy nowadays. no time 2 think of dat.

lucky u..

ohhhh shit.. so many memories inside dat comp.

ok wateva. skg pat tingkap bunyik cheep cheep. lol. stupid. just go away n dont disturb me can. DUH!

hm, been raining for these past few days. smp keje lmbt 3 to 4 mins. nak bet wat is gona happen after tis? hurhur.

hm, smoke break pun tkde, nak ckp mana peh lenient kasi tea break. step company lain takde tea break aje. ok la, ada gd n bad points la kan. lei cut down smoking. tapi for a heavy smoker... hm........... tahu2 la eh.

well, what i can say is that, we give leg he wants hand. we give hand ady, he wants body. after give d body, he wants head. afterall he wants everything. GELOJOH beb.

wateva la.. makin tak kuasa nk layan makin menjadi2.

aku taktau la y da dua hari ni aku kuat maki kat keje. takpela... aku nak maki last bole? halalkan je laaaa

NABEH CIBAI.

HAHAHA. so lame.

2008-08-21T01:19:00.018+08:00

Yikes!

Can anyone tell me why do i keep on losing weight?

Frankly, i am freaking worried about it. I don't wanna be so thin. Slim is ok, but not thin.

What's is happening to me?

Tell me there's nothing to worry about.

I am not going through any depression.

I lead a happy life.

I eat as per normal.

Working on changing shifts.

So here's my routine...

If i work morning shift, i'd probably be waking up at 6am, sometimes eat twice at work (breakfast & lunch) but usually once only. Smoke, smoke, smoke. Go back home...sleep =)

If i work in the afternoon shift, wake up one hour before i go to work, get ready for work, off to work. Smoke, smoke, smoke. Dinner. Go home, n sleep. =)

If i work night shift, goodluck. for d startin of night shift, before going to work, sumtym will merayap if have occasion. if not i will be at grandma's crib. go work, eat once. Smoke, smoke, smoke. Go home the next morning, watch dvd, if i borrowed from my colleague la, if not.... Bammmmm.. 8am to 7pm i will be sleeping. Tu kalo red light eh. Herh. So i guess now takle asyik tdo mcm babi aje for morning & night shift. Lebih baik solat daripada tidur. Cehhhhhh steady la ustazah ashikin.

Ok cut the crap. Now lets get back to where i was. With this routine, can cut off fats ah?

Imagine for these past years, my weight maintains at 52 - 53. But just for a few months working at Nozomi, now my wt is 48.8kg. Nabeh! Ni weight tym aku sec 3 siak, tu pun tak sampai satu bulan! Ahhhhhh... Stress.. Tknk jadi tengkorak hidupppppppp. Mak cakap "Abah kata org lelaki tk suka perempuan kurus sgt. Haarh. Nanti joe tengok adik tak selera baru adk tau." LOL. She said dat 2 days ago when my weight was 49kg.

DUH~

It's like almost everyone says dat to me. "Makin kurus eh kau" "Eh kau dah kurus eh" "Muka kau da cengkong, stress eh?" "Apa kau bikin sia kin?" ni aku paling suke coz i find it cute, "kin!!! siak ah kau! apa kau buat ni?? aneroxic siak kau!" LOL! ahahhahaa. babi. skejap anorexia...mana yg btul pun i duno..hahaha. and many many more. Thanks for complimenting. Hah. At times i feel good coz model2 kan kurus. But pikir alik...bukannye lawa sekeping. kene tiup angin jatuh wei~~ lol.

I don't give a damn about it til just now when i look into the mirror, and it freaks me out. Its not my imagination, nampak tulang.. i dun like laa... donate some skin to me anyone?

Hurhur.

Ok fark. Drop the subject.

I was looking through my gallery and i realise dat i miss em. Only god knows how i felt when looking at those pics.

syz for life...

lovelies

mentels

wong family? lol

E.H.S

haha smelly face

Nabeh having fun while i just laff by myself n drive.. haha

melalak-ing

ok say hello to d apek der. n sorry nearly hit u due to focusing to darl's camera. lol

miss my dearest bestie.. muacks

missing one more angel...where are you~~~

jyeahh...

gosh... those dayss...

and den... of coz am still in contact with these people

anak2 bujang

them..

RM's

ok those pics were all in d past... now lets get back to d future.

these people below are the one who makes my day now and then...

yes them...

You guys are the greatest colleague i've ever had. Eventhou some have left, those memories will always be well kept. More like a great buddies than just a colleagues from Nozomi. I cherish you guys alot. Will never forget the team spirit we once had...

Hey hey!

Don't get bored huney...

It's not like i forget u or somewhat... haha..

Lagipun, kawan i kawan u... Kawan u pun kawan i gak. Kepala u kepala i dgn abg ginger jugak. lol. Hm....

Skip that one...

Anyway, rest assured... you know i love you! Like u said, i make u happy, i make u sad, i make u angry... same goes to you laaa! gerammmmnye aku dgn si pakcik tuek ni.. ahaha. Oops.. Sorry marling.

*credits to anis

Hokay guys dats it for today.... That was a freaking long entry ever.

It's nearly time to send Bik Wati off to the airport. Freaking 5am. Luck was on my side i guess. Off day so can...

Phew. Took 3 hours to post this entry... Sure thing im tired.. Need to rest my eyes liao..

Take care everyone.

Much love.
Kin

2008-08-19T21:00:00.004+08:00

yellow....

can i just take back what i've posted yesterday? heh.

things went pretty fine.

felt so relaxed when working with them. the usual peeps.

hm... At last, got my off day! Been working like a stupid dawg u see.

Oh have u guys watched the love guru? Should watch it. So stupid. Hahaha. Nah... it's hilarious la.

Pity huney b.. Caught with a high fever. Good thing is that he gotta rest at home. Poor thing is that he couldn't take mc for work. I really hope he'll haf a speedy recovery. Get well soon huney b.

oh, on another note, my aunt is goin back to Okinawa soon. 21 aug at 5am. its like d morning after tomorrow?? haiyoo.. time flies so fast. i didn't noe it gona be dis fast. i kinda miss the family gathering we used to haf when i was a kid. i bet everyone does. Now, do they use US currency in Okinawa or Yen? Should have gave them singapore money when they arrived earlier. Gosh... frankly i didn't noe it was tis fast!

50 Sing = 35.25 USD

if u wana get 50 USD, then its equivalent to 70.92 est. 71 Sing Dollars

Duh~

SGD 50 you get 35 USD SGD 71 you get 50 USD

So would u rather give SGD 50 or would you convert to get 50 USD?
nvm.. no more time to consider. time is money. true? ehh...

So... anyway... after quite a long time. i did make up my time to meet them on Daya's bdae! Yippe! Eventhou i haf to go to work afta dat. -_-''

Yeah... Liz's not there... I heard she's coming but a lil bit late, as usual. But dunoo dtg atau tak lepas aku berambos gi keje. Nehmind. There's always some other time yea.

Wee... can't wait to get those pics from anis. Anisssss~~~~~~~~

2008-08-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

Damn...

It's raining outside.

And i seriously can't be bothered to go to work. Frankly, it's freaking lame.

With this weather... might as well i bumped my head on my bed. It's 9.30pm for goodness sake. And org giler aje keje malam mcm aku... tak ah.. salah company ah. lol. ef iegf algajlv fnaga pffft...

Dah la aku menyesal tukar shift for d past few days..... Binggittt la sial. nabeh chibai. hahaha.

i hate it ah!

SUCKER.

Too bad i have to go to work. Just endure it la kin. CB CB CB CB CB. NABEHHHHH.

k done.

2008-08-14T23:58:00.008+08:00

It tickles me to think back about what happened at work just now. Hahaa...

Really! God dammit! *Laughing My Ass Out*

Its a conversation between me, yasin & kus..hm should i say a scene?

I was sitting quietly ~~night~~daydreaming about something while kus n yasin were checking on the leakage. Kus standing at one side with the huge weirdest-thing-shasha-has-ever-see-in-his-world(er ok its a microwave leakage btw) while yasin was standing on the stool doing the scanning of the leakage when...

yasin said: i smell of gas.
*still sniffing*

*me looking at both of their reaction coz i already smell it before he said dat but i just buat bodo*
so i said: ya i also smell.

kus caught my attention cause he was smilling and said: ya, gas.

hahahahahahahahaha
fark. mentang aku tgh duduk diam2, yasin tot i let out dat gas. wakakakakaka.

ok sorry guys i kenot tahan la. don't mind me posting tis out in my entry. won't do it again. one time only k. hehehe.

yesterday more jialat.

"Alreally did alghment. Just start M/C. Thnx"

Wakakakakaka.. Nabeh ok i know im bad.

Nevertheless i've always enjoyed working with these bunch of people. They always make my day eventhough they likes to disturb me. My Garang Indian Brother, Big Daddy, Father and Master Ninja Turtle-cum-Terrorist. LOL. Well besides them, there's shasha, lan, dol, hakim.. is der anyone else? lata la k. hee.. not forgetting saleh *tx shifu* coff coff. herh

alamak... i busy wana update, people busy wanna chat. nvm la. lata i continue.

weeeeeeeeee

ok back.

Back to...

Aiyah.. kenot blog about it ady. D atmosphere suddenly change.

Actually i wanted to blog about something. Something that touches my heart.

Thank you guys for showing your concern towards me. Wah really protective over me hor. Good gina. haha. no laaaaaa play play only. Big Brothers taking care of a silly sister. Haha. K wadeva.

Im too emotional since yesterday.

sigh.

before sleep, i cried.
wake up from sleep, i cried.
after dinner den go smoke, i cried.
after smoke go inside production room, i cried.
inside supervisor room, i cried.

haiyo.

wat happen?!

Girls will always be girls.

Thanks to my PMS.

Dammit!.

Harhs~

Hear me out...

2008-08-10T20:46:00.002+08:00

I am missing you badly my Precious Gems, dearest ida.

sigh.

no one can ever replace you.

semoga kau selamat pulang.

2008-08-05T22:31:00.002+08:00

Haiz budak2 sekarang. Selagi ada peluang...semua diabaikan. Teringat balik zaman kanak2 strawberry dahulu kala. lol.

*

Jangan terlalu give in, sometimes people just don't know how to appreciate us in a way. Biarkan je dia tk serik tu.

*

Abeh yg satu tu, da beranak penak tetap mcm aku nk ckp "stop it eh" kat dia. dulu mcm paham ckp ni cakap tu tapi tk pernah nak pahamkan kita nape dia uat kita gitu.

***

besar kepala tiga2 ekor ni. singa betine pun tk mcm dorg. hurhur

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aduii...
actually aku tengah sakit perut.
bored.

nak gi toilet tapi malas sak.

haha.
sucka.

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well smlm birthday ida. thnx to my dream =) anw, she seem different. hope she'll be fine. selamat pergi selamat pulang ida darla.
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*****
dektu...obviously kenot make it sia! mcm nak smack dia peh dahi. eee geram aku. selamat la kow ye. nk mcm phm sgt. org kalo bole tknk. ni dia suke ni! dia peh irritatingggggg..
*****

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oh ya i dreamt of Shikin(Gerl)! oh my god! like finally... she missed me!! 4 years gone...
***

hm.. yesterday went to give yaya 4 vouchers. talked about joe's nyai, my nenek... so she also shared about her grandmother. half an hour later, dey received a call...dat her grandmother passed away. inalillah.

well, apa yg ada kat atas ni semua aku jote down bila teringat. dats y tk teratur. herh.

k la.. da malas.

oh wait. bagus eh father skg.. ikut aku nye speed limit.. 80km aje. hahaha.. betul tk aku ckp? rasa laju kan??? lol!

DOINKS!

toodles

2008-08-04T06:38:00.005+08:00

Urgh...

Current mood: Not so good.

Time: 6.30 am. Woke up at 5.59am.

Dotz...

Well, it's only the beginning of the month and.... *SIGH*

Many things have been happening lately.

My bike is in almost good condition. *sigh* Spent around 400 Sing Dollars. Koyak siak pocket. Nak nangis siak.

Nenek kene stroke. Went to visit her straight after my Night shift work. I cried to see her in that condition. *sigh*

Went to melawat at yishun yesterday. *sigh* Joe's Nyai passed away. Dah selamat dikembumikan semalam selepas waktu dzuhur. Semoga allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya. Im glad i've met her eventhough i couldn't get to see her for the last time. Rest in peace.

And why the fuck does my computer lag to d max?

Ok bagus. Dah tak lag. Tahu pun aku mangkok.

Yesterday went to majlis cukur rambut of Farid's son. *sigh* one more gone.

Bik wati, lisa & eddie selamat sampai sini.

sigh lag lagi. bosan nye.

ok aku nak self declare ni. this month aku bankrupt. urgh.
insyaallah i can survive. Protect me god. Amin.

well nxt month da puasa seh. hopefully everything will sail smoothly.

Anyway, do take care oryt u people out der. pardon me if i seldom update.

cyu ard.

Much love,
KiN

ps: hey pka, thanks alot 4 ur concern beb. i've recovered, only left with my swollen leg. dah sekarang kin jadi tempang. hehe. i really hope it will recover asap. thank you so much once again =) tc love.

2008-08-01T11:58:00.001+08:00

ok done. gone.

haha. hey shah, ni bukan mummy jarum la...

rani mukherjee weeei. heh

FREE MAKEOVER VOUCHER worth $180 to be given away

2008-07-31T15:52:00.005+08:00

Hokay people. I have free makeover vouchers to be given away.
Promotion til The End of August.

So hurry!! =)

Korg maloo nak tag? Just leave me an email at shikin.ghani@gmail.com

Love,
Precious xox

2008-07-30T00:15:00.006+08:00

Hokay here i am again.

Pardon me for the lack of updates.

Howell, i just came back from work. It feels good to see them again! Always enjoyed working with my team. =D All sups, left me alone. Well, im glad they are all 'kaki gereks' n not 'anggek' eventhough they hold a higher post. .\/.. <--peace

And i wanna thank my babyboy for sacrificing his time just to pick me up from work for these past 3 days.

And medic2 yg ada kat keje. Hahahaha

Well, i kenot tahan taking public transport seh! I find it ex. Don't you think so? Hmm... i do. I don't know how many bucks' gone for taking public transport just to go work for 3 days. Ni baru pergi tau. Bukan pergi balik. $$$ Kayap jugak aku. Kalo bandingkan dgn petrol motor aku, $5.60 bole to n fro for 3 days n sempat singgah2 lagi. Hehe. Nvm... i'll just have to wait. Miss you Precious One. I'm so in love with you. For now, i give you time to rest first kays? =)

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Oh, on d third day of MC, i have to rush here and there with my kaki tempang. Nenek was admitted to NUH. It all happened when i received an overseas call from Bik Wati. She was panicked coz she tried calling to nenek house for 3 hours straight when no one answered. She tried calling all of the family members and only manage to get through me. The reason she panicked coz the previous day, she spoke to Mang Deh (my uncle) n got to know that Nenek is no longer like how she used to remember her. I pity nenek alot. Some people say da symptom2...sigh dun wish to know... org kata ajal maut semua di tangan tuhan. Just pray for her to recover soon. So, i also got panicked n tried giving a call to nenek's house but still, nobody answered. Without delaying more time, i went there and knocked..but still no one opened the door. Lucky thing i saved Abg Am's no. before i left. So he's the saviour of d day, i supposed. He gave me the keys and when i opened the door, i find no one inside there. Beep-ed Mang Deh's cellphone and he said that he sent nenek to NUH laaaa.. First tak admitted. Taktau mcm ne alih2 aku nk call lagi, skali he said to me Nenek kene tahan. Beh aku pun gi la visit nenek pat NUH. So itu la grandmother story aku....

K laaaa... apa lagi nak say.. bykkkkk..

Tapi penat lak. Anyway... tadi fun to the max kekek2 with yasin. Abeh smlm deena pun kecoh... tadi lagi kecoh siak pasal slipper yasin. wakakakakakakaa.

k charlo beteh~

2008-07-23T20:39:00.006+08:00

At last he replied! What a relief~

So, i guess i'll be resting at home tomorrow due to my swollen leg.

Gees...

Alright i'll post some pichas since im bored.

Sat ..Just tryin out this outfit for sunday's convoi. Semangat la woi. Hee.

Sun ..End up pakai baju lain.. lol. doinks

After months of not meeting em... Day b4 accident.

Eventhough hantaran tak lama lagi drop...muka tetap ada senyum.. lol

mcm gini la nnt pat atas pelamin. haha. k merepek.

haiz apelah nasib..

my boo boos =(

sigh. still wet.

after 2 days letak minyak gamat yg sungguh hot! dan pedih...

=(

actually there's more... mostly on the left side. last toe on the left, left ankle, swollen on d left abs & thighs, left knee swollen & two booboos, left arm...knuckle bla bla bla... right foot swollen, abrasions on the right hand..fingers...and at my waist.

k boring...

sigh.. kesian precious one.. baru cantekkan dia.. syg seribu kali syg.. tak sempat amek gmbr b4 shit happens.

my very own mechanic tgh pasangkan ftrest stand baru. hee. thnx

last but not least... I still love you Precious x1r

Love...
Precious
xox